God, I feel nothing, and even that scares me. But You see my silence. You hold the part of me I can’t even feel. Fill my emptiness with Your peace. Be my voice when I have no words. Be my guide when I have no map. Just stay close. Please, stay close.
When you're feeling so low and you're trying to cheer yourself up so you try to remember all the very few happy moments in your life just so you can feel something good for a sec.. it's like giving your brain a short break before it breaks