Iβm a muslim first and last. All other things are embedded within. Whatever ISLAM negates from my culture is not permissible for me, and whatever it allows or encourages from it, i accept.
Just as my parent birthed me as a MUSLIM, May i breathe my last as a MUSLIMπ€².
Many people are married to their worst enemies but claim they married their best friend. Your actual best friend would not watch you kill yourself to pay bills when they can join their income with yours to sort bills.
Being best friend is not about gossip and wearing matching outfit. When it comes to responsibility, would they give all of themselves for the relationship?
I'm begging you to please start taking your life more seriously. You don't have much time on this earth. Stop wasting it by doomscrolling, partying, and numbing your mind with cheap dopamine. Lock in. Fix your finances. Improve your relationships. Get in shape because looking good matters. Surround yourself with people who push you to be better. You'd be surprised by just how great your life will be if you just took yourself more seriously.