Back after three days, and I have to say I'm feeling ten times better then before. I've seen some of the support tweets and as much as I do find it generous, I didn't crave them in any way, but, I'm back and I'm happy that I finally let myself relax a bit.
Woohoo! Teen issues!. Yeah I just kinda needed to vent somewhere and twitter just kind of seemed like the only place I actually can. I've realized how genuinely unhappy I am, maybe I brought it on myself, but, doesn't change the fact that I'm unhappy-
sympathy from anyone right now, not the people I just got done saying I strongly dislike or hate even. This is genuinely all I have to say, may our paths cross again.
I genuinely gate to admit it as well but, it's made me really dislike everyone around me, including friends. It's the feeling of "being unwanted" selfish reason I know but that's genuinely how I feel. Personally I think it's best I just leave for good but, I can't-