Sarah (shedrtwt)

17,
Really not interesting,
I can barely talk,
gw 54kg
Bmi 18.7 (ew),
on #shedrtwt

[Sarah (shedrtwt) @Ichika1874]

L/n gender hcs are always so great to me, in my heart Im a hard enby Ichika supporter (idk, just fits them well) and I like transfem Honami more than transmasc Shiho (I like, and hc both) but in 90% of them, Saki is just the token cis girlfriend

[tmwy 2* shiho every day @mc_wafflik41]

infinite aura points for walking around butt ass naked and being so unbothered and nonchalant about it

[Sarah (shedrtwt) @Ichika1874]

MORE GAY SUPPER actually kms. No self-harm since June and I am actively worse because of it. I would so much rather my body be in pain but my brain be manegable, than have a full clean body with the way my head is now.

Treated myself with half a teaspoon of sugar bc I deserve it

[Tulle ୨୧ yaearuchiyo hell @alldolleddown]

IF LEONI ACTUALLY GETS ABNORMALITY DANCING GIRL I WILL ACTUALLY SUCK COLORFUL PALLETE OFF UNTIL PROJECT SEKAI EOSES

[Sarah (shedrtwt) @Ichika1874]

Why is twin listening to Iyowa at 4am... why id spotify telling me what twin is listening to why can I see this

[Sarah (shedrtwt) @Ichika1874]

Gay supper for the last time hopefully, didn't make the tea black for once in my life, I added a teaspoon of sugar.

[Sarah (shedrtwt) @Ichika1874]

Guys why is my texting dryer than a neovagina LIKE PLEASE I've had three seperate people stop talking to me in the past month BECAUSE MY STUPID CHUD LIFE IS TOO UNINTERESTING AND I AM TOO AUTISTIC TO HOLD A CONVERSATION. Oomfs please come back...

[Sarah (shedrtwt) @Ichika1874]

Guys I am capital pee PRAYING that that was my LAST TIME VOMITING EVER. I will no longer be tweeting with anywhere near this frequency, and I have (hopefully) one final supper pic for everyone reading (been sick since end of Saturday) GUYS YOU COULD CALL THIS SHIT THE LAST SUPPER

[Sarah (shedrtwt) @Ichika1874]

Let me be sick next to you whatever infect you with this actual bullshit I AM DYING WHAT THE ACTUAL FLICK DO I HAVE

[Sarah (shedrtwt) @Ichika1874]

Omgomg twin wake up and save me I CANT KEEP VOMITING ITS NOT FAIR end my life I think I just woke my parents up and straight threw up the fever meds I AM NOT FISHING THOSE OUT OF THE TOILET let them go kill a fish or smth (or I really hope those red flecks were a part of them)

[Holy Quintet! @D1VINE_MIRACLES]

🎗️: EVERYBODY TRANSGENDER NOW!

GENDER FINALE!

[Sarah (shedrtwt) @Ichika1874]

Chat (@bathroomtile465 ) rate the absolute W supper I'm about to have is it tuff or no?

[Sarah (shedrtwt) @Ichika1874]

I can post as much as I want while you're asleep, you'll probably have a talk with me in school about it. Maybe I'm just faking it all. Maybe my brain was made wrong. Im too autistic and depressed to feel emotions but maybe I'm feeling manic. I cannot tell

[Sarah (shedrtwt) @Ichika1874]

But I won't, because I matter to you and them, no matter how bad I need everything to end I will not be able to while you know me, while they know me. It doesn't matter. I need actual help I need to be kept somewhere safer than my own house I need to disappear

[Sarah (shedrtwt) @Ichika1874]

I want everyone to forget me so I can die in peace I want everyone to forget me so I can try again.

Maybe next time I can feel happy, sad, scared, angry, anything. Maybe next time I can be a woman. Maybe next time I can get a job. Maybe next time I can think.

[Sarah (shedrtwt) @Ichika1874]

@bathroomtile465 Nothing is good for me. I get flashbacks from string lights I wish I was joking but my life is not worth it. The worst part of my life replays at even the slightest hint of anything and I can't do anything about it. Don't take it the wrong way but I wish you two would forget me

[Sarah (shedrtwt) @Ichika1874]

I don't want to live I don't want to post on twitter I don't want anyone to see this but you I don't understand anymore

At least I was useful then. I scare myself with how I can fake an emotion like love. I scare myself with how far it all went and I hate myself for saying

[Sarah (shedrtwt) @Ichika1874]

@bathroomtile465 Again, only time I've ever felt useful. I would like that again. Maybe I could be okay if I could cut, but my parents threatened to beat me if I did, and I don't want to make them any angrier than they already are.

[Sarah (shedrtwt) @Ichika1874]

@bathroomtile465 Who do you think I've given a handjob to

[Sarah (shedrtwt) @Ichika1874]

@bathroomtile465 It is. Nothing new has happened

[Sarah (shedrtwt) @Ichika1874]

@bathroomtile465 She's blocked me, I've blocked her. I unblocked her number at some point I don't even have it so I can't re-block it. If she sees this please please call me I want to talk