(2) For a community that touts itself as being so about love (among other things) publicly, behind-the-scenes I've frankly found the ASMR community to be 1 of the most toxic I've encountered. I'm gonna distance myself, do some soul searching & go on hiatus. Take care & God bless.
(1) There's been so much BS, deception & lies in the community, incl. an ASMRtist who lied about me & used my name to coverup for another ASMRtist, which could & may have hurt my reputation. All that & some other bad experiences w/ ASMRtists has really soured me on the community.
@goldeneye545 I'm so sorry for your loss, Josh. My best wishes & condolences to you and your family. May your grandfather rest in peace and may God bless & comfort you & your family in your time of mourning. π
@veraldi64 Happy birthday to you Gary, I hope it's an amazing & enjoyable one that's full of joy! Thank you for all your awesome & unwavering support throughout the ASMR community, good sir! π₯³ππ€
Regarding my 4+ month absence; I'll just say major depression is a real MFer, can cause you to make stupid mistakes & can be Hell. 'Tis life sometimes and you can only play with the cards you're dealt, fight the good fight & keep on keeping on. Take care of your mental health! π
"So out of the darkness and into the light
Sparks fly everywhere in sight"
^Lyrics from "Cowboys from Hell" by Pantera. They seem apt for my return tweet. I appreciate all who DMed me during my hiatus. I hope everyone had a happy Thanksgiving/Chanukah/New Year & merry Christmas!
@ArticulateASMR I'm so sorry to hear this. I hope you and your fiance make full recoveries real soon and can stay healthy & happy. Best wishes, many blessings and much respect to you, good sir. God bless. π
@EvokeASMR I'm sorry to hear you've not been doing great recently and I hope you start doing much better real soon. I am glad you're still creating your amazing ASMR content though. Much love & respect and many blessings. π€π