Writer, (Author Editor) of “The Map, The Journals Of J.J. McAlister” Musician, Producer, Artist (Painting, Drawing, Inking, Comic Book, Poet, #TourettesSyndrome
@nakrutkagolosov It is not so much that I am scared, but I am very upset about how much it takes just to get a job with my expertise and talents. 40 years of creative and artistic training, and I work at Walmart. I have been healing a lot of emotional trauma.
@nakrutkagolosov If it was just me, the biggest hurdle would be how do I transport myself and my work across the country? I do not have any money to even take off of work to accomplish something like this. Not unless the prize money cleared first.
@nakrutkagolosov If you want me to explain the psychology, I will. She will show up, though, and use the situation to try and get to me, and use me to try and get to the situation. It’s all about her.
@nakrutkagolosov There is a family member who will always infiltrate anything I will do publicly. This is especially if there are celebrities, money, fame, etc.. I had my last falling out with her six months ago. She’s already had people buy votes.