Lexi 🩷 edtwt _(´ཀ`」 ∠)_

bipolar 18 year old with binge eating disorder and bulimia since I was 11 🌷 4'11(147cm) and CW 210lbs(95kg) BMI 43 🌺 Feel free to bully me 🌸 UGW 110lbs 🐈‍⬛

[Lexi 🩷 edtwt _(´ཀ`」 ∠)_ @Ihatemyuglyself]

𝄞 ₊˚ ‧ ♪ ₊ ˚ ⊹ . ꒰ LEXI'S INTRO ꒱

🪽 18 yrs old | CW: 210 | UGW: 110

ฅ≽(•⩊ •マ≼ #edtwt #moothunt

♡ / ↻ to be moots! 18+ only!

[Lexi 🩷 edtwt _(´ཀ`」 ∠)_ @Ihatemyuglyself]

My mom keeps saying I seem different these days, keeps saying I have no energy or motivation. I feel the same as usual but maybe she's right? I don't know.

[puppy! ♡ edrtwt (she/her) @puppy_st4rves]

yall gotta understand that tons of people romanticize their struggles to cope with them.

not just eds, but any struggle. to make them feel less crushingly depressing.

thats an extremely normal coping mechanism. and its not the same as "promoting" those struggles.

[Lexi 🩷 edtwt _(´ཀ`」 ∠)_ @Ihatemyuglyself]

@vanillafoxie Oil with a side of egg 😭

[Lexi 🩷 edtwt _(´ཀ`」 ∠)_ @Ihatemyuglyself]

Really been letting myself go this week I haven't been cleaning my room doing proper hygiene drinking enough water getting enough steps in or doing my diet well I just suck god

[Lexi 🩷 edtwt _(´ཀ`」 ∠)_ @Ihatemyuglyself]

Proud to announce I am the winner of keep forgetting to take my pills award 🎖️🏆

[𝒶𝓃𝑔𝑒𝓁 @glirttery]

for love & lemons ‘ethereal lingerie’ set

[Lexi 🩷 edtwt _(´ཀ`」 ∠)_ @Ihatemyuglyself]

Tbis is me

[tinysoul @tinysoulgame]

🐱👼

[tinysoul @tinysoulgame]

🐱👼

[mel ˖᯽ ݁˖ | bmi 17 jail @tianshitamsy]

me next to all my non disordered friends somehow

[sydney @autovampiirism]

this is lowkey triggering

[Lexi 🩷 edtwt _(´ཀ`」 ∠)_ @Ihatemyuglyself]

@loonycakesz I feel the exact same way 😞

[spoof120 🧁 @loonycakesz]

I associate my fatness with masculinity unfortunately. I don't think i can ever view myself as girly or feminine until im small. :( a girly girl wouldn't have fat leaking out from her gut, or eat copious amounts of food enough to feed an army. Im so manly

[Mulanᨳଓ @mulanszn]

“thick thighs save lives”….you can’t even lift me💔
just keep quiet please

[saanjh 🔮 @dontcrysaanjh]

how it feels to purge food in this economy

[˚₊‧꒰ა black of obslovetwt ໒꒱‧₊˚ @girlyfailure]

fatspo/fatapo be like “eww look at this fat ugly whale” then they proceed to show you the baddest bitch you’ve ever seen in your life

[Lexi 🩷 edtwt _(´ཀ`」 ∠)_ @Ihatemyuglyself]

@sertralinechan Thank you so much for this message this is so sweet 😢🤍 Sending much love your way as well 🤍

[Lexi 🩷 edtwt _(´ཀ`」 ∠)_ @Ihatemyuglyself]

I just feel so ugly all the time why should I even go outside I'm forcing poor innocent people to witness my uglyness I should be killed

[Lexi 🩷 edtwt _(´ཀ`」 ∠)_ @Ihatemyuglyself]

SORRY I'VE BEEN FORGETTING TO UPDATE THIS 😭 BEEN BUSY LOL we're just gonna skip to today bcuz it's been uneventful

MAY 20TH

Fast : 12hr
Intake : 1427
Exercise : 5k steps

[Lexi 🩷 edtwt _(´ཀ`」 ∠)_ @Ihatemyuglyself]

𝄞 ₊˚ ‧ ♪ ₊ ˚ ⊹ . #EDTWT May accountability thread 🧵

[Lexi 🩷 edtwt _(´ཀ`」 ∠)_ @Ihatemyuglyself]

MAY 15TH

Fast : 14hr
Intake : 1154
Exercise : 5k steps

[Lexi 🩷 edtwt _(´ཀ`」 ∠)_ @Ihatemyuglyself]

@strawbearberri I agree 😮‍💨

[Lexi 🩷 edtwt _(´ཀ`」 ∠)_ @Ihatemyuglyself]

I like it when men sexualize me sometimes because at least I'm attractive to someone