Imaginary

32.reader.gamer.damaged.

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omfg

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Old habits. I can't shake this obsession with my body and perfection. Does it ever really go away?

[Spreading The Love @Spreading_L0ve]

“Just snap out of it.”

First of all, mental illness is not a choice.

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@Spreading_L0ve @amazon Disgraceful.

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Medicated. In therapy. Feeling better. Sometimes.

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Current mood.

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lost 2.9 kg since her last weigh-in! #myfitnesspal

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I've been dozing off all night trying to get bubs to sleep. He's finally out, but now my brain is all

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@disintegrxting Basically my whole wardrobe.

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@Skeletal_Doll If you can find it, Lansinoh cream. It worked wonders for me.

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He's so inconsistent and I know it's because he's depressed. But how long am I supposed to wait for him to get help? What if he never does?

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I convince myself that leaving is the best for my son and I, but then he is all kind and helpful and I watch him with bubs and I just can't.

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I CAN'T MAKE UP MY MIND. One day he's drunk and avoiding us and I can't stand the sight of him, and the next day he's the sweetest man.

[☾ @disintegrxting]

First thought when I wake up in the morning: you're fat, go body check, don't eat rubbish today, look at how gross your thighs & stomach are

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So sick of waiting around for him to change. But the thought of leaving him is terrifying.

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Almost 5am and I still can't sleep. Just laying awake stressing about all the things.

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completed her food and exercise diary for 12/04/2016 #myfitnesspal

[🏴‍☠️ @wavesofdoubt]

If hating myself burned calories, I'd be the thinnest person on the planet.

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The only person who seems to enjoy my company is my son. Because he's too young to know better.

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Pretty sure my boyfriend doesn't want to be around me either. He's always out drinking and fishing with his mates.