Honestly just here feeling like I wanna kms with the ridiculous weight of this anxiety rn idk how many more days I can put up with feeling like this, tomorrow it’ll have been 5 weeks and I’m still in constant hell
The fact that when I turned 30 in December I thought to myself ‘yes, my 20s were for healing, my 30s are going to be about getting my shit together and hitting goals’ is hilarious bc ofc anxiety fucks my mental health to the point where I’m yet again living like a child
I can’t eat, have constant heavy brain fog, feel like I’m in a dream all the time and I just don’t know how to shift it I’ve tried everything I can to make myself feel safe but my mind and body just aren’t having any of it. I just want to feel safe.
I have been stuck in a constant state of debilitating and extreme anxiety for over 2 weeks now following a migraine attack and I am in constant fear of getting another one to the point where I feel like I want to die just so I can be sure I wont experience it again
Ive had these migraines before (flashing lights, whole side of body goes numb and trouble speaking) and my anxiety has never peaked like this because of them before I don’t know why I am feeling like this, I feel so scared to be awake in my own body in case it happens again
Seeing as my shitty brain isn’t letting me celebrate Halloween here’s some photos of my costumes
I cba with makeup but I may do tiff makeup and repost bc I love her
Cancelled all my Halloween plans for the first time ever because of my mental health and one half of me is like ‘well done this is what we need’ and the other is ‘wow pathetic coward go kys u weak failure’
Thinking of finally upgrading from my super cheap £30 drawing tab to a slightly better one- I’ve done some research and thinking of going for this one- any digital doodlers have any feedback on it or other suggestions?
Ty!💗#digitalart
Feeling suicidal but not acting on it is being constantly stuck in that limbo of wanting to escape the danger of your own mind as a defence mechanism and also feeling severe guilt for the people you’d hurt
🧶JUST SET UP MY OWN CROCHET SHOP ON DEPOP🧶
Currently I have these two sets for sale! Each and every stitch was stitched with love and care💛
Please rtwt and take a look if interested!
Much love🪐
https://t.co/4m0j14nT9b
#crochet#Depop#handmade#SmallBusiness