In Need Of Clarity

My journey into learning more about my mental and physical disorders. Blogger and warrior

[Miranda Hart @mermhart]

For five years I’ve done #hartsvalentinesday to chat to people who might be lonely today. I’m not free to be online all day this year. But please use the hashtag to connect to people if this over commercialised day is making you feel low. You are loveable and loved. Fact ❤️

[In Need Of Clarity @InNeedOfClarity]

@ladbible I see the trolls have climbed out from under the bridge to add their useless witterings….

[In Need Of Clarity @InNeedOfClarity]

@npgateshead there’s two young females (12-15) trying to kick doors in on houses around Gateshead East cemetery. When they’ve been spotted they ran off thru the cemetery heading towards Sunderland Rd. Both wearing dark clothing, long hair in ponytails and one had ginger/red hair.

[In Need Of Clarity @InNeedOfClarity]

@CarouselEstate we need you to speak to your tenants of 100 Wordsworth Street. We continue to be woken up by their noise and slamming of all doors even several houses away and at all hours. It’s causing a lot of unnecessary stress. I feel for the tenants above them.

[In Need Of Clarity @InNeedOfClarity]

Still waiting for an ADHD & Autism assessment. But looking at info and checklist on NHS and NICE websites, I have a lot of “symptoms” ticked off. #Waiting #OfficalDiagnosis

[In Need Of Clarity @InNeedOfClarity]

@mentalhealth #MenBehavingBadly🇬🇧 version. Series 2 onwards is my current visual and audio loop #OCD #NeverFails #StillFunny

[In Need Of Clarity @InNeedOfClarity]

Back to working on the blog............Wish me luck
#Blog #Wordpress @wordpressdotcom #StillNoIdea

[In Need Of Clarity @InNeedOfClarity]

Only the first day of 2022 and I’ve already sobbed 3 different times. #depressionsucks #depression #alone #lonely #tellmeitgetsbetter

[In Need Of Clarity @InNeedOfClarity]

You ever think you backed the wrong horse???
Looking back I’ve always suspected it might never work, but can’t pinpoint when the denial that it would started. #Hindsight #PointOfNoReturn #GaveItMyAll #WhenToWalk #LifeQuestions

[In Need Of Clarity @InNeedOfClarity]

How da’fuck can people type and tweet a message in the same minute🤷🏼‍♀️
My ass has to fact-check, research, spellcheck, proofread, rewrite and heavily consider it several times before I even think of pressing ‘tweet’ #ADHD #Spectrum #Autism #OCD #TakenMe20mins

[PinkNews @PinkNews]

Lego to drop outdated 'boys' and 'girls' labels from toys to combat harmful gender biases https://t.co/9MNqzbz1F5

[In Need Of Clarity @InNeedOfClarity]

20+ dark thoughts before 9am. My term “Dark Thoughts” means feelings of:
Self harm
Better if I wasnt around
My life’s a waste
My future’s not bright
I need it to stop
Nobody wants you
Self harm/suicide is not wanting to end life, but to put an end to pain

[In Need Of Clarity @InNeedOfClarity]

Need tips on positivity, activities, books, places, anything! I used to love this time of year, now I’ve begun to dread and fear it. #NeedSuggestions @MindCharity @Rethink_ @GiveUsAShout @OCDUK #DepressionSucks

[In Need Of Clarity @InNeedOfClarity]

Been trying to fall asleep for hours, but I keep jolting awake like I’ve had an electric shock. It’s freaking exhausting, any tips? @fmauk @FibroFlutters @Rethink_ @MindCharity @OCDUK #Insomnia #IBS #Pain #NeedSleep #FFS #FibroWarrior

[In Need Of Clarity @InNeedOfClarity]

@RecoveringwithL I’m so sorry you had this interaction. Some people genuinely do believe that some disorders come and go, they can’t seem to understand that it’s a constant. You are amazing, never forget that. Much love

[Mental Health Foundation @mentalhealth]

🌎Today is #WorldSuicidePreventionDay. Prevention is something that we can all individually help with. A short conversation with another person can sometimes be enough to make the difference between life and death for them 💚 #WSPD

[In Need Of Clarity @InNeedOfClarity]

Over this year the things that have genuinely saved my life;
-My garden
-My cats
-My 2 best friends
-Any version of @RuPaulsDragRace & every series of @taskmaster
For this, I say #ThankYou, truly thank you #DepressionSucks #AnxietyDisorder #PanicDisorder #Insomnia

[In Need Of Clarity @InNeedOfClarity]

Been awake since 3:30am after only having about an hour’s sleep. Decided I need to have a self care/recovery day. Anybody have any suggestions for activities? #RecoveryDay #SelfCare @MindCharity @OCDUK @fmauk @Rethink_ @samaritans @GiveUsAShout #DepressionSucks

[In Need Of Clarity @InNeedOfClarity]

I’ve been given my Nana’s knitting, crochet & other bits. For 3 weeks Ive not had the courage to unpack them. You can chart the Alzheimer’s getting worse by the decline of her work.
What did you find after the decline? #HeartBreaking #AlzheimersDisease @alzheimerssoc

[In Need Of Clarity @InNeedOfClarity]

Got my appointment letter for psych assessment, shit just got very real, very fast 😶#DepressionSucks #AnyAdvice? #OCD #Panic #Anxiety