Call me Effy

[Call me Effy @Ineedrecovery]

Spent last night running around outside trying to find my drunk upset mum. I feel like the fucking parent sometimes.

[Call me Effy @Ineedrecovery]

Walking my dogs is so therapeutic

[Call me Effy @Ineedrecovery]

I finished therapy after 8 years! I still see my drugs worker but no more therapist.

[Call me Effy @Ineedrecovery]

Legit didn't think anyone would notice that tweet. Sorry for being gone so long

[Call me Effy @Ineedrecovery]

Does it ever get better?

[Call me Effy @Ineedrecovery]

I'm sorry I've been gone for so long. I was at my lowest for a long time but I'm slowly getting better. Nearly three months sober☺️

[Call me Effy @Ineedrecovery]

It's way too early to be drinking vodka

[Call me Effy @Ineedrecovery]

I'm so broken and I don't know how to fix myself

[Call me Effy @Ineedrecovery]

I want to die. The end of me is near.

[Call me Effy @Ineedrecovery]

The flashbacks he forces into my head will kill me

[Call me Effy @Ineedrecovery]

I cannot stop drinking, I am broken. I am disgusting.

[Call me Effy @Ineedrecovery]

I wish to die

[Call me Effy @Ineedrecovery]

I wish someone could save me from my self destruction

[Call me Effy @Ineedrecovery]

@thin_to_fit I am alive if that means okay. I want to die and the end is near. I'm sorry for making you worry

[Call me Effy @Ineedrecovery]

I have become too dependent on alcohol again. I wake up and drink. I drink until I pass out. I never want to ignore you but this controls me

[Call me Effy @Ineedrecovery]

Why can't people see that self harm is a long term addiction?

[Call me Effy @Ineedrecovery]

So close to cutting my arm wide open again

[Call me Effy @Ineedrecovery]

I want to be perfect for my boyfriend. I want to be skinny and beautiful. I want to be someone that he's proud of

[Call me Effy @Ineedrecovery]

My exam is in 8 hours and I'm drunk and high.
I only get 5% extra on my exams.
I'm fucked.