Lizabeth She/Her

An unapologetic classic feminist femme fatale. I am a nonconformist, prolific writer, and a lifelong scholar aiming to become disgustingly educated.

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What One Person Wrecks, Another can Heal.

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More than a Year later, against all odds I’m letting someone else make me happy and smile like a fish again. I never thought I’d get here but I’m there and I’m glad. I deserve a love that heals my nervous system.

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Watching Greys Anatomy with an already messed up Mental health!!!

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I started Therapy today!!!

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Why Do I still imagine a life with her??? I'm Angry at myself, at God and at her and I think it's pathetic but it's me, my heart and my mind.

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I've never wanted and needed my Mum as I Do now!!!!! I have to wait 6 hours till I crash out!!! I'm 30 I'm supposed to be an adult but I just want to crawl behind my mum and lay beside her knowing she's the only sure thing I have.

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Pinning!! Yearning!!! Just rip the heart out already.

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Fatigued Abandonment

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One Week later and I know, I really thought about it and I subconsciously acted on it but my cowardice caved in, because I cannot truly call not following through with it a brevity on its own.

One week later, the thought still hovers but I am too exhausted. 10/5/2026(;)

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And it feels like I got rammed by the same car, the same spot and the same scars that have barely healed reopened again. It's not back to square one, it's worse because how do you heal a wound on a wound?

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The most scary and embarrassing fact is that, in that moment I meant it because I thought about it. And on that day I made a measly unconscious act of acting on it.

The thought of being at that spot again, the same spot I fought so hard to crawl out from. I just couldn't again

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Sometimes I envy the ones with Amnesia…. How peaceful it must feel to just not rememberember.

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And then maybe seeing your heart open up again is the most scary and exciting part of healing.

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The One Where I Turn 30!!!!!!!

It's been the most anticipated decade of my life!!!!

So here's to an unapologetic decade filled with love, peace, and joy!!!!
Happy birthday, Queen!!!

[Sophia ❣️ @KeruboSk]

I won't end this year pretending everything was fine. I lost a piece of myself this year that I will never get back, and I'm not forcing a smile as if it didn't change me. So no, I won't be saying “2026 is going to be my year”. I'll be praying that I recover next year, that my heart never has to break like this again, that I never have to survive something like this again. I'll be hoping for peace. Real peace, the kind that lets me breathe without fighting for it. I deserve a year that doesn't hurt.

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I'm Choosing myself and moving Forward!!!

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I've never been so sad , depressed and lonely for any Christmas like this. I just miss being around family ( my mum). I never want to experience a year like this again...

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I'm putting it out here to remember....
I will Heal and be Better Again!!!

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Exactly one year today... My heart is mourning!!! I should have stuck with my Sabbatical plans and saved myself from this literal cardiomyopathy.

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I need a Hug......my heart needs a hug...