ISAAC was a daydreamer.
JACOB lied. MOSES was a murderer and couldn’t talk. RAHAB was a prostitute. DAVID was a murderer and adulterer. ELIJAH was suicidal. ISAIAH preached naked. JONAH ran from God. NAOMI was a widow. JOHN THE BAPTIST ate bugs. PETER denied Christ.
My mind is a mess, a jumbled space, a constant chaos that wears my face. A prisoner of distraction that brings me to my knees, always lost in thoughts that never cease. I'm haunted by regrets of what I've left undone.
My mind's a maelstrom, a vortex that consumes.
The God of the old testament is arguably the most unpleasant character in all fiction. Jealous and proud of it; a petty unjust unforgiving control freak; a vindictive bloodthirsty ethnic cleanser. Genocidal, megalomaniacal, sadomasochistic, capriciously, malevolent BULLY.
Gentle Reader,
May you never feel what I felt! May your eyes never shed such stormy, scalding, heart wrung tears as poured from mine. May you never appeal to heaven in prayers so hopeless, for may you, like me, dread to be the instrument of evil to what you LOVE.
@Infamousmuna Think of it this way. Evil is the opposite of God.
Just like darkness is the opposite of light.
Meaning since darkness is obviously the absence of light, Evil is definitely the absence of everything Godly.