Little intro to myself. I'm 31 and new to social media aside from a facebook account I have lol. I was hesitant for years on making them because I work a lot and don't have a lot of free time but I'm trying to encourage myself to post art I've done.
when my free time allows it, things I like to do are watch Anime, draw, crochet, and I love collecting bobble heads. They're really wacky n I love them 😊
If I don't reply in a timely matter please bear with me since I'm new to x. I'm not always available due to my work schedule.
@PrimacyPrincess and it's weird that you're buttingg in when you were in on thinking heather faked her attempt when you weren't there. the fact that you all made assumptions and took them like they were fact when they weren't is already unredeemable lmao
I think the thing that is bullshit to me is everyone involved is at fault.
Monster yard and Kai are no better then they claim Heather is for making a beware and not ever giving Heather the chance to let go and get help. Instead you all wanna be vile back.
Heather didn’t send me btw, she told me not to say anything but I’m choosing to fight this for her because it’s gross that you’re all giving out really private information about her publically and that’s cyber harassment. @RealNerdyKai
Nah man, you’re all stooping to Heather level low and instead of civilly agreeing to delete everything and moving on you don’t trust her even though she removed a majority of her videos and posts. Only things left to delete is her side of the beware.
it is really sad that I had to ask my mom to confirm and send a message to my to screenshot and prove that I'm still recovering from the hospital. she's not too happy about this and has seen me emotional as fuck about what these people are doing AND accusing me of. so here. to NerdyKai and Monster yard and that StarryGhoul perosn and shade and elenor and drew and anyone else who thinks I faked and did google searches and assumed it was 'proof' when it's not. your opinions are NOT fact. and again. in my state it IS NOT MANDITORY to hold people for 72 hours. they LET ME GO because I was NO LONGER a danger to myself.
it's also the MAXIMUM amount they hold people. NOT the MINIMUM in my state. 😬
once again it's a Socialist Echo chamber CULT ass mindset to have when more then 40+ people tweet posts about my fucking situation when NONE of you were there. fuck all of you. 🖕
helped Heather finish her side of this. .-.
will say I reacted poorly to alot of things and I shouldn't've. sorry for that. was worried about Heather's wellbeing n emotions were high.
but not everyone in this situation is innocent. Not me, not Heather, not monster yard, no one.
https://t.co/QdlQacRwz4
heres a google document sharing my side of the Accusations, my claims I kept sharing, and what happened to me recently. It is absolutely awful that I had to come home from the hospital just to have my friend @InkedInHeat help me write this up so I can plug in screenshots, video evidence ect. but I wanted to get this out because I genuinely felt unsafe since someone named Starry Ghoul is out here accusing what happened to being faked when it wasnt. even my other irl Quinken friend who has WITNESSED me before with my phone after an attempt had to come out for the doc to write a statement on my behalf as well.
I always just vague posted instead of coming out with a google doc because I was intimidated, scared into silence, or even harassed when I WAS silent (by toxicj mostly) I just wanna upload and address my side of what has been going on with me reguarding my recent posts, my friend Inked/Mel/Mack, my ex friend groups (both of them) why I've called them pedo apologists and STILL believe they are pedo apologists, why I felt the need to make so many posts throughout the year (due to harassment from a few of em egging me on essentially and not leaving me alone) and give my side of everything and why I feel sick to my stomach about everything.
I have been accused of some really disheartening accusations, lost followers, and was even accused of lying about alot of things or that "my story isn't adding up" or that I "don't have evidence" well here you go. it was hard to tell the entire side or 'show evidence' when i had to sit down and recollect literal trauma Zane, ToxicJ, Jackel, NerdyKai and many others litterally put me through.
The actions of many of these individuals have caused me significant emotional pain and lasting trauma, making it incredibly difficult for me to trust others both online and in real life. These experiences have left me struggling to feel safe opening up to people, fearing that I may be hurt or betrayed again. The impact on my mental health has been substantial, and I am still trying to process and recover from what I have experienced.
Granted, I'm gonna work on getting my Borderline Personality disorder under control so I can work on not being so defensive and eager to correct the record when I see people spread misinformation and have been going to DBT for the past 2 weeks now. however DBT takes TIME. change and improvement doesn't happen over night.
I also want to apologize for the way Ink and I may have made it seem like we were accusing others of being responsible for my suicide attempt. That was not something I intended to place on other people, and I acknowledge that the way the situation was communicated may have given that impression. However, while I am willing to take accountability for my own actions and apologize where I believe is deserved, I reacted out of emotion when i was in the hospital giving updates, and she was really angry about the accounts harassing me and since one of them did actually say they've known Kai for a decade she just assumed kai sent Kole. both me and Mack acted out of emotion, depression and anger and didn't word any thing properly because she was scared and afraid of losing me, and I was not all there in the right headspace to word anything but I was just really eager to update everyone that I was okay and then spend the rest of my time recovering/getting treated.
however I will not apologize for the pain I have experienced or pretend that the impact these situations have had on me is insignificant.
My experiences and the emotions associated with them are real, regardless of whether others agree with my perspective or choose to support me. I understand that people may not like me for my past mistakes, the way I stand up for myself, my morals, or the impact my mental health and disabilities affect me and my actions, and I cannot force anyone to take my side. However, none of you have lived through these experiences from my perspective or felt their impact exactly as I have. You do not have to agree with me to acknowledge that my experiences have affected me deeply, and disagreement does not make my pain any less real.
so whatever happens happens. :/
As it stands, Heather and I aren’t going to post anything anymore at all and block people who attack us both until this is out because you people seem to assume anything she or i do (delete posts or block haters) automatically means we’re wrong when that’s not the case.
I’ve seen what’s been being accused of of my gurl, and it’s messed up, and will be addressed in our beware. I have helped Heather right over 50+ pages and you all havent see. Anything because it ain’t done yet. Once heathers feeling better she’s going to be helping plug proof in
What has been accused of her is the most heinous thing people can come up with just to smear campaign Heather and that is heartbreaking.
Once again Heather and I have over 50 pages of evidence for her side and we’re still not done. What happened to hearing both sides? 🤔
I’m so sorry both you and @SED2116 are going through this. None of what her side is saying makes any sense. Her lying, manipulating, victim blaming, etc is not okay and should never be tolerated. Karma will come for her and those who have harassed you all.
@Starry_Ghoul thats actually gonna be brought up since you guys like to spread misinformation like the plague. you're also gonna be in this beware bud. lmao
are you gonna hide the fact that you cornered and bullied the shit out of Heather on vrchat last year in an attempt to silence them because you support the porn of minors that obytheKing does?
@HarunoSakura@RealNerdyKai hi. you don't know the full context. Kai wasn't JUST being accused of drawing cp. he and a few others have harmed my friend heather cause Kai and his friends ALL support someone who DOES draw CP. there will be a beware with real proof about everything on my page soon
@JavhonDouglass@RealNerdyKai hi. you don't know the full context. Kai wasn't JUST being accused of drawing cp. he and a few others have harmed my friend heather cause Kai and his friends ALL support someone who DOES draw CP. there will be a beware with real proof about everything on my page soon
@MagnasTheCat@RealNerdyKai hi. you don't know the full context. Kai wasn't JUST being accused of drawing cp. he and a few others have triggered my friend heather into suicide recently.
cause Kai and his friends ALL support someone who DOES draw CP. there will be a beware about everything on my page soon
@TheSlayer39@NokoArtz@xFeatherSketchx there is. it's gonna be provided in mine and Feathers beware. it's still in the works thou. almost done. I'm having Heather help me fill all the evidence in rn.
since you like to unblock me and block me I blocked you so you can't comment lol. immature.
if you give someone a gun with ammo, they're gonna take the shot on themselves. Meaning...you CAN be held accountable for things like this if something happened to heather.
NyxMythics, his toxic ass arm candy, Toxic J (let the name speak for itself lmao) C_Dreemer(moxxieverse creator), EmeraldsPond, Obyroberyxtheking (aka JackelHaze) and Nerdykai Goldensunsheba, shadecat9, sed2116, and Drewbiedoodles are all getting a beware written up in.