✨🍓💀StrawberryRequiem💀🍓✨

BLM | ACAB | 🍉 | 🇩🇴🇺🇸 | 32F Resident Freelance Illustrator, wannabe writer and historical fashion enthusiast. Also I'm a black belt. That's cool right?

[✨🍓💀StrawberryRequiem💀🍓✨ @InknBones]

Another update to Rosa’s design :’3c #spidersona #acrossthespiderverse #spiderverse

[✨🍓💀StrawberryRequiem💀🍓✨ @InknBones]

Every day is a new way for this God forsaken job to worsen my depression and anxiety while my bitch ass union does nothing. (Also not actually k*lling myself but holy shit has my depression turned straight up clinical…)

[✨🍓💀StrawberryRequiem💀🍓✨ @InknBones]

I swear to God this job and my fucking co-workers are going to make me k*ll myself

[✨🍓💀StrawberryRequiem💀🍓✨ @InknBones]

@jiiviing we gonna get through this together
(๑•̥̥̥́ω•̀ू๑)

[✨🍓💀StrawberryRequiem💀🍓✨ @InknBones]

I can’t stand this job anymore. Every little thing that I do is wrong. I’ve been gaslit and belittled for so long that it feels like every thing that I do is horribly incorrect. I’m scrutinized over any little thing to the point that I’m constantly having anxiety attacks.

[✨🍓💀StrawberryRequiem💀🍓✨ @InknBones]

I’m just so sick of it all…even Goddamn Bank of America treated me better than this…and I was paid better too. I regret ever applying and accepting this Godforsaken job…

[✨🍓💀StrawberryRequiem💀🍓✨ @InknBones]

And I keep getting told that I was almost “terminated” in all of the previous meetings this year because of a variety of different things. I get demanded to explain myself but when I do I get accused of just making excuses and “not taking responsibility.”

[✨🍓💀StrawberryRequiem💀🍓✨ @InknBones]

Ok so I have survived. Thankfully my bee sting allergy hasn’t worsened like I feared. Seriously, 25 years of avoiding being stung again & I end up getting stung TWICE on my back by a bumblebee that somehow got into my dress. OTL

[✨🍓💀StrawberryRequiem💀🍓✨ @InknBones]

So um just in case something bad happens. My allergic ass just got stung by not one but two bees. So if something bad happens and I never come back you know why. This is so fucking unfair why does shit keep happening to me. Please I’m sorry if I wasn’t a better person

[✨🍓💀StrawberryRequiem💀🍓✨ @InknBones]

I’m sorry you can just ignore this. I’ll try to be normal again.

[✨🍓💀StrawberryRequiem💀🍓✨ @InknBones]

today’s my birthday. I’m 33. I’ve done nothing but waste my life. with everything going on, sometimes I’m so tempted to just end everything. I don’t think I was ever a real human being and I think I was only put on this earth to be a punching bag to be degraded and abused

[✨🍓💀StrawberryRequiem💀🍓✨ @InknBones]

I want to connect with people so badly but every time I try I get ignored. Even in group chats and after a while I don’t even lurk because what’s the point? Everybody has their groups and I’m just the weird intruder who won’t leave.