phil picky eating discussion and talking about the genuine amount of fear and terror that comes with trying new things means the world to little autistic me watching why i was a weird kid and realising i wasn't the only one who struggled with being that fussy
"i've done something wrong, i've got a dark secret" and then i realise wow actually just being gay or just having a partner, there's nothing morally wrong just about that so it's weird i have tell myself that it's fine