no light has thought to enter
some matters deep, too dark
my pressure shell's cemented
subbing zero, crimson stark
when this close to nearing center
the rules will flex, pray, fall apart
but you'll never chance to reach it
it's all gravastar, no heart
bind my tongue with silver barbs
dress me copper
make me change
say there's something left to give for
tell me lies, don't give me sane
i've got a secret
shrouded mumbles
all i have is what is broke
if they take away my seasons
there'll be nothing left to stoke
you gut holes in the hide
and de-feather the lark
go de-eyeing the blind
raising stops in the start
have you learned simply nothing from rending the spark?
your ignorance kills and we bleed from the barks.
a fool and their horse are soon to descartes
as the horse has been dead
and the fools lost all heart
to have straw for brains
when there's nails through the part
like to drink of salvation
just to choke on the art
if you can't control yourself there is no forgiveness. im my case my brain tumor has made me worse than the wrong i was born. i'm no longer a person. i'm an inconvienience.
even if they could they'd ignore me. you don't need to do it for them. they can see how insignificant i am. it's clear i don't deserve anyone's energy or attention
Owed
there's no liar quite like beauty
whos deceptions finely honed
hiding softened skin turned sharper
with it's thorns has made a throne
sure a summons for the reaper
when with blood the field is sewn
though the blossom rare 's enticing
it's been fertilized with bone
an always snarl shall ner succumb
no matter how the course is run
which strands you pick, or pluck, or strum
dry rivered eyes, unsweet thy tongue
this rat king mess has fused to one
Topology
regretting strings, well known by some
some knots can never be undone
no sharper blade nor skill of thumb
finesses bonds so deftly strung
no bribe to sway, nor earthly sum
can loose these binds when they become
a twisted tangle trap so spun
Caliber
they say to stay calm
i need to relax
but every day of the week
there's another blood bath
it won't happen to me
i won't be the one
i've got my ignorance and fear
i paid for jesus and my fun
they're out to get my family
and with my daddy's, daddy's gun
i'm assured they'll take my pay per view
and eat my first born son
for the god we made up told me
and the rules i cherry-picked
and my mother says she's proud to be
just never question shit
and you've fallen far short, faced with all the compares
and your blooding your knees with a crawling dispair
when against all the odds the gods strike a spare
the data mine points you to optimal prayers
full price for a single half price for the pair
Entscheidungsproblem
new religions all metered in ohms and bad errs
backed by popular packs of our bold unawares
your only worth likes if you get lots of shares
don't check science or math ask the stockman who cares
your marketability depends how you fare
aim to polish those flaws and we'd die for that hair
well an activist buys just the right kinds of wares
if your wallets gone light and your cupboards are bare
Mooning
i'd tell you i don't hear them
but they howl hungrily
all alone and all together
vibrating marrow frequency
i smell like prey
when they approach
i beckon shudder freeze
silver tounges stick to my ice
they leave their blood on me.