‍❛⸗ ‍𝘚͟𝘔͟𝘐͟𝘓͟𝘌 𝘍𝘖𝘙 ℳ𝘌.ᐟ

⠀⠀𝖨⠀𝐖𝐈𝐋𝐋⠀𝖦𝖤𝖳⠀𝒀𝑶𝑼,⠀𝖤𝖵𝖤𝖭⠀𝐼𝐹⠀𝖨𝖳⠀
⠀⠀⠀𝖬𝖤𝖠𝖭𝖲⠀̵𝐄̵𝐋̵𝐈̵𝐌̵𝐈̵𝐍̵𝐀̵𝐓̵𝐈̵𝐍̵𝐆̵⠀𝖤𝖵𝖤𝖱𝖸𝖮𝖭𝖤⠀𝘌͟𝘓͟𝘚͟𝘌͟.ᐟ⠀

[‍❛⸗ ‍𝘚͟𝘔͟𝘐͟𝘓͟𝘌 𝘍𝘖𝘙 ℳ𝘌.ᐟ @InvidusAmator]

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⠀⠀⠀⠀❛ 𝖡𝖤𝖳𝖳𝖤𝖱 𝑅𝖴𝖭, 𝖡𝖤𝖳𝖳𝖤𝖱 𝑅𝖴𝖭, 𝖡𝖤𝖳𝖳𝖤𝖱
⠀ ⠀⠀ 𝑅𝖴𝖭, 𝖸𝖤𝖠𝖧, 𝖨'𝖬 𝖢𝖮𝖬𝖨𝖭𝖦 𝖠𝖥𝖳𝖤𝖱 𝖸𝖮𝖴. ❜
⠀⠀ 𝓕𝐀𝐌𝐎𝐔𝐒 𝓜𝐎𝐃𝐄𝐋 | 𝓞𝐁𝐒𝐄𝐒𝐒𝐈𝐕𝐄 𝓢𝐓𝐀𝐋𝐊𝐄𝐑.
⠀⠀⠀𝒯𝗐𝗈 𝒻𝖺𝖼𝖾𝖽 & 𝒾𝗇𝗌𝖺𝗇𝖾. | 𝓗𝗐𝖺𝗇𝗀 𝓙𝗂-𝓗𝗒𝖾.
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[‍❛⸗ ‍𝘚͟𝘔͟𝘐͟𝘓͟𝘌 𝘍𝘖𝘙 ℳ𝘌.ᐟ @InvidusAmator]

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━ steps behind her, she feels her pulse elevate almost immediately. Fingers halt, eyes focus on him through the mirror’s reflection.

“You already know the answer to that. But you insist on keeping me human for now. I don’t know why.���
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[‍❛⸗ ‍𝘚͟𝘔͟𝘐͟𝘓͟𝘌 𝘍𝘖𝘙 ℳ𝘌.ᐟ @InvidusAmator]

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She scoffs as his words insult her. “This skin still needs tender care every day. It’s why it’s so perfect.”

Not like it’s something he has to bother with, immortal prick. And so she continues her ritual, gently rubbing it on her cheeks and up to her temples.

As he ━
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[˖ ִֶָ𝑽𝑰𝑵𝑪𝑬𝑵𝑻. @divinussanguine]

“hm .. are you already hoping that I turn you?” a kiss to her shoulder, now gazing at her reflection in the mirror.

“is that what you want? to be immortal with me?”

[‍❛⸗ ‍𝘚͟𝘔͟𝘐͟𝘓͟𝘌 𝘍𝘖𝘙 ℳ𝘌.ᐟ @InvidusAmator]

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━ Make her feel like he cannot be snatched away from her grasp. And so she sighs, dropping her head against his shoulder.

“You’re fine. Just tell me in all honesty, how much do you love me? How far are you willing to go for me?”
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[‍❛⸗ ‍𝘚͟𝘔͟𝘐͟𝘓͟𝘌 𝘍𝘖𝘙 ℳ𝘌.ᐟ @InvidusAmator]

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There’s an unreadable expression on her face when he faces her, speaking of such sweet delicate words that feel foreign to her. Her family never praised her, never made her feel she was good enough. Always scrambling for an ounce of attention.

Pathetic, so pathetic! ━
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[˖ ִֶָ𝑱𝑨𝑺𝑶𝑵. @TheSolemnBlade]

“you're doing amazing, you're doing more than enough .. I'm here for you, always.”

a case has kept him busy this week, is he perhaps not giving her enough attention? he's really doing his best, but he's overthinking it.

“and I'm sorry if I'm somehow making you feel this way.”

[‍❛⸗ ‍𝘚͟𝘔͟𝘐͟𝘓͟𝘌 𝘍𝘖𝘙 ℳ𝘌.ᐟ @InvidusAmator]

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━ But here he was, reassuring her and speaking softly. Not degrading. Her head tilts as she feels an odd sensation rush through her stomach.

“You’re odd, being so kind to everyone. But it cannot be helped if you love me.” Meaning she only wants him to be kind to her. ━
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[‍❛⸗ ‍𝘚͟𝘔͟𝘐͟𝘓͟𝘌 𝘍𝘖𝘙 ℳ𝘌.ᐟ @InvidusAmator]

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She cannot ignore any flaws on her body, not when she’s supposed to be flawless, eh?

Hm, he doesn’t even know about her ex. But he’s a cunt, tried to ruin her image.
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[𓄹ᅠ 𝓙 𝙸 𝙰 𝙽͜͡ 𝙻 𝚄 𝙽ᅠ﹗̲ @taintedartiist]

the career she has chosen will always be stressful, but she can also ignore any problems that arise. as for her ex .. truly not surprising.

[‍❛⸗ ‍𝘚͟𝘔͟𝘐͟𝘓͟𝘌 𝘍𝘖𝘙 ℳ𝘌.ᐟ @InvidusAmator]

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━ help me .. ? Oh Jay, that’s sweet of you. Sometimes I just, it tells me things like that I’m not worth much. Despite having such a good career, despite being loved ━ if only by you, it nags. It always nags it’s not enough.” A soft sigh.

“Weird, isn’t it?”
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[‍❛⸗ ‍𝘚͟𝘔͟𝘐͟𝘓͟𝘌 𝘍𝘖𝘙 ℳ𝘌.ᐟ @InvidusAmator]

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She cannot help but release a soft deliberate sigh. To tell or not to tell. Would he even understand her? He knows a different her, not the real her ; those thoughts were reserved for her own.

“Help me?” Fingers run up his arm as he nuzzles into her.

“Help me.. ━
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[˖ ִֶָ𝑱𝑨𝑺𝑶𝑵. @TheSolemnBlade]

“do you want to tell me what's been bothering you lately? I want to help if I can.”

[´ཀ`𝐊𝐑𝐀𝐇𝐀𝐍𝐆 🦇 @banishedhost]

⠀ ⠀ ⠀
⠀ ⠀ ⠀ 𝙆𝙍𝘼𝙃𝘼𝙉𝙂 𝘼𝙉𝙐𝙈𝘼𝙉 .ᐟ
⠀ ⠀ ⠀ 𝐇𝐎𝐏𝐄 𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐑 𝐅𝐄𝐄𝐋𝐈𝐍𝐆
⠀ ⠀ ⠀ 𝐋𝐔𝐂𝐊𝐘 . . . .
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[‍❛⸗ ‍𝘚͟𝘔͟𝘐͟𝘓͟𝘌 𝘍𝘖𝘙 ℳ𝘌.ᐟ @InvidusAmator]

���
She freezes as if caught in an unspeakable act. Realizing it’s only him, she forces muscles to relax.

“Jason,” she murmurs softly, placing a dainty hand on top of his arm. “Do you ever listen to that nagging little voice in your head?”
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[˖ ִֶָ𝑱𝑨𝑺𝑶𝑵. @TheSolemnBlade]

scooting closer and wrapping his arms around her from behind, curious to know what his beloved is saying. “is something bothering you?”

[‍❛⸗ ‍𝘚͟𝘔͟𝘐͟𝘓͟𝘌 𝘍𝘖𝘙 ℳ𝘌.ᐟ @InvidusAmator]

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Loneliness? She’s hardly lonely. But .. stress sounds more likely. Her career and ex boyfriend are stressful.
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[𓄹ᅠ 𝓙 𝙸 𝙰 𝙽͜͡ 𝙻 𝚄 𝙽ᅠ﹗̲ @taintedartiist]

loneliness perhaps？ or did a stressful event occur？

[‍❛⸗ ‍𝘚͟𝘔͟𝘐͟𝘓͟𝘌 𝘍𝘖𝘙 ℳ𝘌.ᐟ @InvidusAmator]

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She’s been talking to herself a lot more, hm.
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[˖ ִֶָ𝑽𝑰𝑵𝑪𝑬𝑵𝑻. @divinussanguine]

⠀⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀
⠀ ⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ݁ ˖ ⋆ @InvidusAmator
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[‍❛⸗ ‍𝘚͟𝘔͟𝘐͟𝘓͟𝘌 𝘍𝘖𝘙 ℳ𝘌.ᐟ @InvidusAmator]

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Her fingers are twitching again.

“Why me.. why me. What did I do wrong to deserve this?”

She’s murmuring to herself, curling her hands inward ━ she needs to calm herself down.
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[‍❛⸗ ‍𝘚͟𝘔͟𝘐͟𝘓͟𝘌 𝘍𝘖𝘙 ℳ𝘌.ᐟ @InvidusAmator]

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━ to her cheeks. “I cannot imagine you must do this when you’re practically … immortal.”
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[‍❛⸗ ‍𝘚͟𝘔͟𝘐͟𝘓͟𝘌 𝘍𝘖𝘙 ℳ𝘌.ᐟ @InvidusAmator]

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She hums as she leans in closer to the mirror. Her skincare routine is very meticulous and done daily so. “Not until I’ve reached my perfection.”

She scoffs, looking at him through the reflection. Wearing nothing but a flimsy satin pyjama, she applies a layer of cream ━
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[˖ ִֶָ𝑽𝑰𝑵𝑪𝑬𝑵𝑻. @divinussanguine]

is lazily sprawled on the bed comfortably whilst gazing at @InvidusAmator, gesturing to her to join him.

“come to bed already.” lifting the blanket to pat the spot next to him. “ji-hye.”

[‍❛⸗ ‍𝘚͟𝘔͟𝘐͟𝘓͟𝘌 𝘍𝘖𝘙 ℳ𝘌.ᐟ @InvidusAmator]

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━ resting around her chest is pulled up before she gets up to her feet. Almost nude, she saunters over to him.

“Enjoyed it?” she chuckles, intentionally pulling him to kiss him.
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[‍❛⸗ ‍𝘚͟𝘔͟𝘐͟𝘓͟𝘌 𝘍𝘖𝘙 ℳ𝘌.ᐟ @InvidusAmator]

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As if she hadn’t noticed. Those eyes, always following him like a silent shadow. The snap of the camera is all it takes to keep her from pulling back the hair of another woman gawking at her precious Jay.

Lips curve as a gentle “break time!” fills the air. The fabric ━
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[˖ ִֶָ𝑱𝑨𝑺𝑶𝑵. @TheSolemnBlade]

is quietly waiting nearby while watching @InvidusAmator finish up her photoshoot, ignoring the many eyes that were on him.