im trying my best not to slip back into ED behaviours, almost everything I eat physically makes me sick. I need to call the doctors. (like a physical problem not a mental, but it will probably trigger stuff lmao)
I no longer have any interest in being physically attractive. I am interested in developing an aura so overwhelming that it is capable of inspiring terror in people just by coming in range of perception.
@Undercover_rat thank you sweetheart. i hope so too. im going to leave if things get too violent and/or if I begin to panic too much, I'll also be wary of it getting dark because that seems to be when the worst happens. ill keep things updated
thinking about starting a series of '🍃✨ come study with me 🌿✨' aesthetic videos but I am an engineer and they are not aesthetic at all. also I have adhd