@KCSportsNetwork None. The best thing to do is forfeit the rest of the season and refund tickets. This way they won't let me down this year anymore. Redo the roster trading for draft picks. Spend all of them on defense.
NOBODY LIKES YOU WHEN YOU'RE DEPRESSED.
Plain and simple. We can talk all day about mental health and how important it is, but the moment you are depressed, people start to distance themselves. They see you as negative, a burden and someone too heavy to handle
So in summation, I hate it here, I wish I were dead or never been born, what's the point, cliches are bullshit, I will die alone, fuck everyone that's ever hurt me, I'm tired of always losing and never being chosen, I'm tired of crying and hurting, I'm done...I'm done.
They say hope dies last. But no one really talks about after it dies. Mine died over 8 years ago. I didn't know this until it flickered for a brief moment a few months ago. When it blew back out again I felt that familiar rush of emptiness that had always been there.
But a cold wind came along and blew out that flame of hope, and I heard the familiar voices saying "I told you so" and "this is what always happens", "stop trying to reach it. The world always knocks you back".