@mysteriouskat We get it. You don’t have kids. You won’t understand until you do. All children are difficult. ALL OF THEM. Parenting is hard. Having a child with disabilities makes them no less worthy of life.
None of us are equipped to handle any children. The children change you. God changes you. The strength is found in the difficulty and sacrifice. People without children have no understanding of what it means to hold this tiny precious life and to dedicate all that you are to protecting it and nurturing it.