WannabeJannati 🇵🇸

Muslim Feminist. I complain a lot. She/Her. 26. Mostly ranting. Realizing so much of my personality is an ADHD thing. Trying to adult. Married. Traveler. 🌈

[WannabeJannati 🇵🇸 @Islamabaddiee]

I want to be distracted and want attention so please send random questions (not messages)

[WannabeJannati 🇵🇸 @Islamabaddiee]

Anywho I'm bored and wanna get the old twitter vibes
https://t.co/KBrCZhJL5c

[Marina @iammarina_100]

More women need to realize that having standards may very well mean being single forever. There are simply not enough “good men” to go around and you can’t train a grown man into being what you want him to be. Do with that what you will.

[Ishaan Nandkishore Awasthi @chittakukkarr]

Ban the sale of acid openly. Stop selling it to men specifically. Sell this stuff in a regulated way. How many more women have to get their lives ruined before some steps are taken to stop these things from happening??

[Muffin @PaataNahiYar]

If a WOMAN can afford the things by herself as a working woman then her life partner should be able to afford her lifestyle after marriage.
Otherwise let her continue her job and both do the house chores together as both are working for financial independence.

[WannabeJannati 🇵🇸 @Islamabaddiee]

4-5 pills every night was not on my bingo card for 28 but here we are. And I feel so dull and I don't know which of it is from the meds and which is my hormones and which is just... Life stuff

[WannabeJannati 🇵🇸 @Islamabaddiee]

It takes so little to make me sad even after a good day. I was about to practice dancing in my room. I was happy. Wanted to try on my lehenga as well. And then over essentially nothing I'm sad. I really want to be happy yaar. Idk when I'll get to attend a family wedding next

[Aimun @bluemagicboxes]

Anyway, just want women around me to understand, you need to start aspiring towards financial independence with the exact same urgency society wants you to aspire towards marriage.

[WannabeJannati 🇵🇸 @Islamabaddiee]

But also if it's my break from 9-5 and managing a home, of course this is the only time to process and think about the sad stuff.

[WannabeJannati 🇵🇸 @Islamabaddiee]

When you feel the waves of depression hitting you. Trouble sleeping, rumination, uneasy dreams. Like youre carrying a heavy load.And you're just trying to keep your head above water and not ruin this trip because there's no specific reason to fixate on depressing things right now

[WannabeJannati 🇵🇸 @Islamabaddiee]

@eldestsyndrome Amen indeed.

[WannabeJannati 🇵🇸 @Islamabaddiee]

I'm having the most mixed feelings tonight. The feeling that if I don't be patient, I'll be being ungrateful and might lose really good things. The feeling that I cannot have anything good without at least doing something drastically different from what my normal has been

[WannabeJannati 🇵🇸 @Islamabaddiee]

it's because of situations that test me in ways I don't know how to react maturely to

[WannabeJannati 🇵🇸 @Islamabaddiee]

Deep waves of sadness hitting around 3 AM. Gham hour feels. Remembering your younger self but instead of childhood trauma it's just a few years ago. And you're thinking how did she survive? How did she function? When she was feeling completely dead and broken inside.

[WannabeJannati 🇵🇸 @Islamabaddiee]

I need to stop blaming myself because yes I've made mistakes but it was never intentional. Because if I had some malicious plan or intent I would never have felt the way I did then. Or questioned myself the way I do now. I always act in ways I'm not proud of. But

[WannabeJannati 🇵🇸 @Islamabaddiee]

I've been feeling very tired and unlovable lately and it's compounded a cycle of crying and arguing to test if I'm loved and feeling like I don't deserve love because of how I'm acting. So it was needed. Hopefully I can stop being the way I'm being.

[WannabeJannati 🇵🇸 @Islamabaddiee]

Every now and then baba will write the sweetest messages even though in person he can't express it. And today he's sent the longest one ever. If anyone else I knew had written it, I would've asked them if they asked AI but I know he wrote it himself.

[‏ً @itsnwts]

i personally feel like folks (especially women) are blowing their youth trying to psychoanalyze men instead of getting hot and enjoying life. Men don't care about the impact of their own actions, why tf you do??

[irate lobster🦞 @rajadityax]

I hate the fact tht we need ACs to survive summer. Its disgusting to think so many cant evn afford it. All things are made to benefit the privileged. Cut trees make concrete jungles so they can sit in their lush ac rooms while many cant sleep nights bc of the heat

[WannabeJannati 🇵🇸 @Islamabaddiee]

Rewatching Devil Wears Prada after 13 ish years and I didn't have being on Nate's side on my bingo card but woah. They were on a break. Not a break up. She cheated. If I feel that way about Ross from friends I have to feel this way about her.