" You just always decide after you already got home? "
Sure, this is kinda bland conversation, but it's relaxing after a day of studying.
" I do too, but I've heard a bunch of other people talk about it like they've always got it figured out before. "
she didn ' t think that Natsuki was able to understand the difficulties within her mind , so she looked down to her at the change of the topic .
โ I usually do not . . โ
She can tell SOMETHING is off, but.. Not what, not even a decent guess, so she decides to put a mental pin in it, opening the door for her as they finally head out of the school, bathed in amber light.
" Anyway, any plans for the night? "
โ I always know how to take care of myself . . โ
in all honesty , those words hit the poet like a truck . her gaze moved to look at her arm , a slight worry stepping inside of her head .
" It's not about seeing it, I don't want someone I care about to get hurt. "
Reaching up to ruffle her hair would feel kinda embarrassing, so.. She does it to Yuri's shoulder instead.
" So try and take care of yourself, okay? "
" Careful, if you walk like that you're gonna end up bumping into a wall. "
She can't help a warm grin growing, seeing Yuri's usual cool demeanor melt down a bit. Just for her.
" Unless you WANT a big bruise on your forehead. "
@glitchedpoems YOUR options limited? In LOVE?
( Natsuki scoffs, amused by the idea. )
Monika, you could probably have whoever you wanted in this school, I can't think of a single person who doesn't like you. You could have basically whatever you want with whoever if you put your mind to it.
I think everyone's at least a LITTLE bit of a freak behind closed doors. It's just normal. I'd be more weirded out by someone who DIDN'T have at least one embarrassing secret.
@UND3RTHEL1GHT [ Nodding along, not catching that it wasn't really in her direction. ]
The effort wouldn't really have been worth it if we just stopped, yeah.
Her words stagger for a moment, but she pushes herself to seize the gap she's been given, wondering if it was on purpose.
" I mean.. Wasn't that kinda obvious, at this point? We haven't really officially said it, but like.. I hang out with you way more than the others. "
@UND3RTHEL1GHT [ Seeing her genuinely happy like that.. She can't help how her heart skips a beat. ]
I mean, it wasn't THAT bad when we started, but.. We've come a long way to be who we are now. And I'm glad.
โ are you trying to tell me you . . โ
she stopped herself , the hand coming to her hair again as she walked , just staring to the floor . her insecurities ravaging her mind .
@UND3RTHEL1GHT Mhm. I think I used to be like that, but I'm really trying to be better. I don't want to be that sad, annoying kind of person. My friends deserve better, I do, too.
And that she does, trying to keep pace to the side of her. It's late enough that there shouldn't be anyone else around to complain..
" We just get each other, it's comfy, I don't know. "
โ right . . โ
that was all she said before she started walking past her , walking just slow enough so that the other could catch up to her tall figure .
@glitchedpoems ( Natsuki doesn't keep it 100%, feels a bit weird.. But she tries not to be rude, at least. )
Like.. Friendships, enemies, rivals, familial.. That sort of thing? Or something else?
" If I didn't like your company, I wouldn't offer. "
Offering a genuine, warm smile. Not the most common, from her.
" Ready to get going when you are. "