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[itsckarrenp07 @ItsKarrenP7]

Now you're talking... In all honesty

[Bahare @taekook_lives]

Taehyung reaches up too, holding Jeongguk's face with his eyes on his lips.
"Don't marry her!"
He presses his head on his own, closing his eyes.
"I can't take it anymore Jeongguk. Every time I see you with her I die a little. I can't do this anymore, don't marry her!"

[itsckarrenp07 @ItsKarrenP7]

You finally got it.. Tae is talking in riddles but the message is clear. He won't give JK up just because his family is crazy. He will give him up if he asked him to.

[Bahare @taekook_lives]

It's driving Jeongguk crazy. He doesn't even know how to regulate his emotions.
He's not reading between the lines again, right?
Taehyung is saying that Jeongguk is the only one who can hurt him because he is the only one who can reach his heart.

[itsckarrenp07 @ItsKarrenP7]

Stopppp! Calm down. You are overthinking everything...

[Bahare @taekook_lives]

He would be okay with being the one who loves more. He would be okay if Taehyung just simply loved him less.
If he thought Taehyung had even an ounce of how Jeongguk feels, he would hold on. But even if Taehyung felt like the one for Jeongguk, Jeongguk is not the one for him.

[itsckarrenp07 @ItsKarrenP7]

He means it all of it. There might be a misunderstanding since you both have difficulties saying what you really wanted. Oh well maybe breaking up was really the best decision.

[Bahare @taekook_lives]

Why would he hold his hand?
Why would he say all those things if he didn't mean them?
Jeongguk knows it's stupid to trust words.
HE of all people knows that very well. But Taehyung was seriously acting like...
How can he ever trust anyone again?

[itsckarrenp07 @ItsKarrenP7]

Oh no..you are both so atubborn. He might not agree verbally but he treated you better. You noticed that. Right?

[Bahare @taekook_lives]

How is he the one in the wrong when Jeongguk didn't even confirm his assumptions with him?
Even if he thought that's what Tae wanted, he never said okay. He never verbally gave any hints about what was in his head.
You know what? Fine.
Maybe it's for the better.

[itsckarrenp07 @ItsKarrenP7]

But when you asked him to fight for both of you. When you askd for his protection & then you promised to stay with him in return, he gave you what you want. Kisses, cuddles, aftercare.. he opens up. Not all but he shares a part of him with u.. isn't that a relationship already?

[Bahare @taekook_lives]

How is it his fault that Jeongguk was making assumptions? When Jeongguk was the one who said feelings was not supposed to be involved? Yes, he said he didn't want anything more either but it was before he came to terms with his sexuality.

[itsckarrenp07 @ItsKarrenP7]

Oh no.. niw he wants you to break everything up. Just stop maoing decisions for him Tae. Without asking what he really wants to do. Please..

[Bahare @taekook_lives]

"Everything is not how you think they are. Sometimes things are just more complicated."
"I get that. You didn't want to stop the games yet. You came here, knowing it would end with me proposing. So why wait that long? Why don't I just rip the bainaid now?"

[itsckarrenp07 @ItsKarrenP7]

Yes Tae you are the reason why he is crying. You lead him on, yes the feeling is mutual but you are hurting him while you are trying to protect both of you. Better tell the truth so you can plan what you have to do. So that you will both be on the same page. Talk.

[Bahare @taekook_lives]

What breaks Taehyung's heart is not any of the words being thrown around, it's the little tear that falls from Jeongguk's eye because Taehyung had never seen him cry before.
He never thought Jeongguk was even capable of crying.
He did this, didn't he?

[itsckarrenp07 @ItsKarrenP7]

Finally!

[Bahare @taekook_lives]

Is it just Taehyung or Jeongguk who actually looks a little relieved?
"I wasn't even doing anything." Tae adds.
"You keep calling him your boyfriend, how do you expect me to feel? Who would like it if their boyfriend was calling someone else their boyfriend?"

[itsckarrenp07 @ItsKarrenP7]

And now JK admits it... He is indeed in love with him..

[Bahare @taekook_lives]

He still can't believe he really lets Jeongguk do this to him.
Jeongguk loves him so much!
Wait what?
What the hell was that? He shakes his head. He puts on his coat but opens his pants to take his d*ck out and push inside. The man tries to squirm but he can't do anything.

[itsckarrenp07 @ItsKarrenP7]

Now it's a misunderstanding.. you need to talk, not just read between the lines..

[Bahare @taekook_lives]

If it is not just Jeongguk anymore, it would mean he is with someone, and he was referring to himself.
Jeongguk didn't read too much into it, right?
'I'm not leaving. Next time they try to hurt you, I'll be there too. You take care of us and I'll be right there to take care of your needs too. Emotionally, sexually, you can have me any way you want. I'll be all yours, just... keep being there, let me rely on you!'

[itsckarrenp07 @ItsKarrenP7]

I don't think you talked about being in a relationship. You specifically told him that it's all physical. You need to talk about it with Tae, he is giving you a momemt with the girl because he thought he is just your secretary who happens to enjoy sex w/u..

[Bahare @taekook_lives]

He thought he would blow up much earlier. He can tell he is not happy, Jeongguk just doesn't understand why he is piling it up.
He's Jeongguk boyfriend, he has the right to get mad or voice it out. Why isn't he?
Is he actually going to let Jeongguk go and be with her?

[itsckarrenp07 @ItsKarrenP7]

Its not ok JK, if you only knew.. But Tae knows one way or another that you will end up marrying the girl. You have no choice but to obey your parent's wishes because doing the opposite will surely put you & Tae in danger. Do you even have a choice?

[Bahare @taekook_lives]

So he fell asleep here watching Jeongguk?
He really melts Jeongguk's heart in ways Jeongguk can't even explain.
Even if it hurts a bit to know Taehyung would be okay with Jeongguk sleeping in another room.
Why is Taehyung tolerating all this?
Who would be okay with their boyfriend sleeping in another room?

[itsckarrenp07 @ItsKarrenP7]

It's all you can think about because you are jealous. You don't want him spending time with her. And JK is going ballistic because he can't control the toy because you are so far away and he is overthinking too about you hooking up with your so-called 'boyfriend'. Possessive mfs

[Bahare @taekook_lives]

Is that why it only vibrated when they were in the same room? He bites his lip when Jeongguk pulls it out and rests his head on his shoulder.
Taehyung has been really patient with Jeongguk but for the past few hours all he could think of was Jeongguk and her.

[itsckarrenp07 @ItsKarrenP7]

Boyfriend, his baby... He must protect him, no one will hurt Tae. No need for further explanation.. you areboth insanely inlove with each other.. and if that means going against your family.. you will gladly do it as long as Tae is with u.

[Bahare @taekook_lives]

He doesn't know how he is supposed to keep his boyfriend happy in a situation like this but he will have to figure something out. He will take responsibility.
He won't let him regret confessing that night or choosing him.
Taehyung is his baby, HIS.
He won't let anyone take him away from him.

[itsckarrenp07 @ItsKarrenP7]

Oh my god..

[Bahare @taekook_lives]

"I can't, I can't!" Jeongguk says, clinging.
The kiss he presses on his lips seems to relax his walls again. He moves, needing to reach deeper. Even deep isn't deep enough.
He's his. He can't lose him. He can't let anyone steal him away from Jeongguk.

[itsckarrenp07 @ItsKarrenP7]

Both of you are insane. Stop hurting each other and talk. I know you have trust issues JK. I would also if my parents are like that. But follow your gut feeling. Ask Jung to investigate Tae..You have the means and the resources. Don't just jump into conclusion. Please

[Bahare @taekook_lives]

He hasn't just wanted him; he needs him too. Need in ways that he feels physically sick without him.
Yes, he is the one pushing him away but he is just trying to be the stronger one out of the two and do what's right. But maybe he's not strong enough.

[itsckarrenp07 @ItsKarrenP7]

He's in love.. irrevocably in love with JK...

[Bahare @taekook_lives]

And what really is breaking his heart is the thought of being the only person out of the two who was starting to feel something. He can handle the danger if Jeongguk stays by his side, he can't handle the heart break.
He never felt like this before.

[itsckarrenp07 @ItsKarrenP7]

This is so heartbreaking..

[Bahare @taekook_lives]

Taehyung stares at the glass Jeongguk left behind, not even trying to hold his tears.
He didn't know it'd hurt this much the moment their deal would come to an end.
He thought he'd handle it.
He didn't expect it to break his heart into a million pieces.

[itsckarrenp07 @ItsKarrenP7]

The question is..are you willing to give him up for him to live that normalcy you are thinking about?
How about you? What would be your life after Tae?Knowing Mina will never make you happy. It seems you are more concerned w/ Tae's happiness than your own.Are u inlove w/him Jeon?

[Bahare @taekook_lives]

His mind wanders off, imagining a life where they would meet normally, maybe would even develop feelings normally and stay together.
But then he can only think of how Taehyung would probably just experience all those things after Jeongguk.