its okay to be sad, im sad everyday, and damnit i'll admit it i cry everyday, usually from a movie, or from a special song. if not everyday then at least 6 out of 7 days for sure
I miss the joys of talking to my old online buddies in the middle of the night getting absolutely no sleep, but losing my mind and laughing my ass off. I MISS IT man. and no it not i miss having no life, i just miss the daily friendly hello. idk. i cant think straighyt
Anyway what I MAINLY wanted to say was there was a special period of time in my life where Gaming was peak. Im listening to Astroneer Soundtrack rn.. This Era. When we could stay up all night and just vibe and chill game, its christmas time, its cold. room is warm, happy memories
I miss my friends, my online friends, my irl friends, my friends from Home, my friends now. I feel alone and not in an attention seeking way, its just. idk who to go to anymore ever. i feel lost.
I am very unhappy, for reasons i don't quite fully understand. this wont make sense. my mind is chaos. i deeply miss the era of my life when I would stay up all night with my friends because we had school in the morning.
a couple of funny things about this image, im very high up and my steam overlay key is Ctrl + 5, i didnt know ctrl was dodge/dash. So i opened steam overlay up there, to which point it threw me off and im falling in-game with steam overlay open. almost died lol
idek how some of these websites be surviving, for instance say i'm interested in something looking for a good article and i click on a website with an amazing article BUT i have to pay to keep reading