Tolerating always turns to resentment. At first, you call it patience, then love. But what it really is, is self-abandonment. Every time you swallow a boundary, excuse a pattern or silence your discomfort, something inside you keeps score. Likes And eventually, the bill comes due.
Do you ever start worshipping God and the tears just come? Not grief, but because God's goodness hits differently when you know you don't deserve it. I love you lord