Tired… tired of being unappreciated, neglected, being treated like I’m a problem, (when I literally don’t even hear from the person for days…), tired of being used, I’m just fucking tired. I can’t take this heartache any damn more. 💔🙃
I don’t know if I’m strong enough… I try to be, but idk how to be. Especially when people shut me out when I beg them to listen, knowing I’m hurting worse than I ever before…
You know what fucking sucks??? Finding out that a friend passed away. Know what hurts even more… finding out IMMEDIATELY AFTER THE FUCKING SERVICE IS OVER… I can’t even have the chance to say goodbye, or get closure. It’s not the first time… I don’t want to be here anymore
“Stolen hopes and dreams.
Broken desires, we all face.
Protect the innocence within.
Guard your intuition”
‘Automatic Motion by Born Of Osiris’
With everything going on right now, I’ve never related to these lyrics more before.
So like… if anyone wanted to donate to help me retrieve my Xbox from the pawn shop, since my ex couldn’t afford her bills, (we were together when I pawned it). I’d be a happy camper. Haven’t played in almost 3 months, I got laid off too, so I’m a broke bitch 🙃 $ItsPckleNickTTV
I was ready for her to come home so we could talk… WHAT A FUCKING NIGHT IT HAS BEEN… she was,
THANKFULLY, lucky enough to not injure herself,
Ima. 4 car pile-up on the freeway…
Happy everyone involved is okay!
Unfortunately,
A long walk into the woods, or off a bridge have been looking pretty tantalizing lately… today made it look even better. I don’t know how much longer I can fucking do this