Syrel Vianney

Philippians 4:13

[Syrel Vianney @ItsSyrel]

The voice is so loud
Saying "Why did you let her go?"
Does it make you feel sad?
That the love that you're looking for
Is the love that you had

[cindy @greysonandswift]

i bet you think about me (2021)

[Taylor Swift @taylorswift13]

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[Syrel Vianney @ItsSyrel]

Yung di natutuloy gathering niyo dahil sayo 🥲 Sorryyy na guysss 🥲🥲

[Syrel Vianney @ItsSyrel]

pero na abtan ako nak ate na namalantsa, ayown, jaward na naman 🥲 Hays. Sorry di ko alam and okay naman kasi ak for me 🥲 Talaga la nga na luluoy na ako nak asawa kay iya tanan an trabaho 🥺 Nagiguilty ak nga waray ako nahihimo to help him 🥺

[Syrel Vianney @ItsSyrel]

Damo an bawal haak after manganak, haros bawal ak gumios ultimo paglaba akon undies 🥲 Nangaturog hi hubs dara han kapoy and because naluluoy ak ha iya nga iya gios tanan, namplantsa ako han mga bado ni baby. I thought it was just fine kay nalingkod manla +

[Syrel Vianney @ItsSyrel]

I feel like I cant do anything right anymore. Plus, grabe pa nk emotions during this time kay kakapangak ko pala. Reading her replies, grabe tuturo nak luha. Despite hit pag inisog, pasalamat ako Lord na meada ako kabugtoan nanginginano ngan na alalay ha akon after ko panganak 💖

[Syrel Vianney @ItsSyrel]

Was bawling my eyes out while having this conversation with my elder sister. Was so fed up han tanan na mga yakan after ko panganak. An tipo ngani nga na ooverwhelm kana hit tanan na ira mga sagdon ngan mga yakan nga bisan binubuhat mo nat ira mga yakan, sayop kala ghapon.

[Syrel Vianney @ItsSyrel]

Maupay nala nga it mga dinadara na yana hit mga nabisita ha balay, nakaka kaon na ak 😁💖 Hihi. Salamaaaaat 🥰💖

[Syrel Vianney @ItsSyrel]

Han burod, haros grabe mag pinugong pag kaon, yana, haros nalak pirme pag pinakaunon 🥲

[Syrel Vianney @ItsSyrel]

The hubs promised me to buy foods na gusto ko kaunon na bawal while burod, in reality, puros lugaw and sinabwan la ak pwede kaunon 🥲😭

[Syrel Vianney @ItsSyrel]

Too overwhelmed ever since I gave birth.
Iton ngani nga maaram man ak nga meada mga bawal kay bag o a anakan, pero.di ko haros maisip nga sugad hinin kadadamo 😭🥲

[Syrel Vianney @ItsSyrel]

Dami kong gustong sabihin 🥲

[Syrel Vianney @ItsSyrel]

When your coworkers want to visit, but youre not quite ready for them to see you in your most vulnerable season 🥲😅 Sunod na tayo magkita kita 🤣

[Syrel Vianney @ItsSyrel]

Tapos yana adi na naman. Puros nala guilt tak inaabat.

[Syrel Vianney @ItsSyrel]

Tikang pa nak pagburod, puros la guilt ak inaabat para tak asawa. Naguguilty ak nga diri hiya makauli gud ha ira just bcz every passes, aadi hiya ha akon. Tho ykan pa niya mas kailangan ko hiya hat na mga panahon, pero di niya la ghap maiwasan syempre ma mingaw ha iya kag anak.

[Syrel Vianney @ItsSyrel]

And namimingaw hiya han paki tungo ha iya dati. Nga umabot nat point nga nag iininop na hiya hit iya kag anak. I cant stop feeling gulity and binabasol ko tak self nga dara burod ako, di kami maka kadto. I couldnt even tell him that directly. All I could do was cry.

[Syrel Vianney @ItsSyrel]

Sometimes, I wish I could allow myself to rest without this constant guilt. I know I just gave birth and I am still healing, but I still feel bad that I cannot do more for the people who are doing so much for me 🥺

[Syrel Vianney @ItsSyrel]

Since I gave birth, I have been receiving so much love, attention, and care from my husband and my siblings. Kada aga ngan kulop, may makadi para mag assist ngan manginano ha akon, especially kun nakakakaon na ako. Pirme may ada dara nga sabaw para akon kakaunon 🥺

[Syrel Vianney @ItsSyrel]

I was literally cut open, but somehow, all I feel is guilt because I cannot even do anything to help him. Naluluoy ako ha iya, bisan man hiya diri nagrereklamo 🥺😔 Bisan man siget iya yakan nga "ayaw la kay akon naman yana time pag ataman ha iyo" 😔🥺