hardest pill to swallow is realizing people DO NOT CARE. They'll hurt you and really go on about their lives. Not even slightly affected about what they did to you and how they made you feel. Regardless if it's friendships, relationships, or family.
yeah breakups hurt, but have you ever been a super talkative, enthusiastic person but slowly over the years and after trauma you watch yourself become more quieter and quieter to the point where that enthusiastic bubbly person just isn't who you are anymore?