the hardest thing I've learned this year is that you can never force someone to communicate and work things out. you can't beg someone to see that you're worth fighting for and i stand by that now
I'm grown enough to admit that due to the things I was put through in life, I'm a hard person to deal with sometimes. I overthink, worry, and can be hard to understand. I'm beyond territorial, and require a lot of patience. But I also know that I can love like no other. I can give you the world as mine is falling apart. I'm loyal and my heart is pure. I don't give up on people until I have no choice but to.
u call her toxic now.
but u met her when she was kind, open, trusting. before the lies. before the betrayal. before she had to protect herself from u. she became guarded because u kept hurting her, reactive because u kept crossing line. she became tired because she kept choosing u while u chose yourself. that wasn’t toxicity, that was damage. and expecting her to stay soft after everything u put her through is the real denial.
you changed her, then blamed her?
Something that I keep noticing every time I rewatch #Nemesis is that Coltrane was willing to let the world burn behind his wife, yet Ebony would never give him the ok to light the match. I’m in love😭
She wanted to skip the date and get right to doing the nasty… or she genuinely didn’t want to be in public, but wanted to be around you… either way, you misread the situation 🤣
I was talkin to a girl for a few weeks one time n when I went to pick her up for the first date, we got like ten minutes up the road n she said sumn like “ion know if i feel like being out fr”. I replied “i feel you” n immediately took her back home n spent the rest of the night getting “you’re sensitive” n “I ain’t mean it like that” texts. Idc. All I gotta do is sniff I’m more into you than you are fw me n it’s clipped. Yall niggas are just desperate n have no dignity. Ida left expeditiously