I don’t want a soft life because I’m lazy ! I want a soft life because I’ve spent most of my life in survival mode ! My nervous system has been in fight or flight since childhood & now I’m choosing peace, softness & stability !
Last month someone asked to stay with me until they get on their feet then today someone asked me if I could finance them a car. I said no to both. I think this God testing me to see if I’m dumb enough. What I look like 👀
🩷🌷🌸 APRIL LOVE MESSAGES 🌸🌷🩷
EARTH 🌍 or FIRE 🔥 (s m r v)
-someone makes a promise to you and keeps it
-someone just wants you to hear them out so they can explain themselves
-someone who’s a walking green flag walks into your life
-building a strong foundation
I definitely respect my friend for telling me and letting me know because why would you even say some shit like that. I ain’t bothering y’all. This would be in between my cousin and that girl if anything happens but I hope it doesn’t. My cousin is a know gentleman anyway.
So my friend was like hell no I’m her sister and she come before y’all we ain’t doing shit to her. Tiff be in her own world not bothering anyone. Ppl fuckin crazy. I really be minding my business. I was so shock that the person even said some shit like that.
So I got brought up in a convo. So my friend has a friend that talks to my cousin. So a mutual friend of ours was like if my cousin did their friend wrong then they would have to come after me. This a grown ass woman in her 40s saying this. I’m like wtf.
Some how I always end up traveling at the beginning of the month when bills due but I always take care of home before I go. Anything else down the line can wait.
-don’t believe the first thing you hear? do your own research or experience or for yourself? your experience may be different from others
-the eclipse energy is calling you to rest. a transformation is happening that requires you to do so
-you will be together again.
I’m not complaining but I see others gifting their friends gifts and I’m like damn I never really get anything. It’s probably been some years. Showing up to dinner is good with me but I haven’t done dinner in a while either. I’m usually on a trip.