TW: The annoying part about being depressed is wanting to talk to someone about being depressed but your depression is also telling you that no one cares and stop bothering people with your problems.
I recently learned about passive suicidal thoughts, when someone doesn't necessarily want to end their life, but feels so emotionally or mentally exhausted that they wish they could just go to sleep and not wake up, or disappear without having to make anything happen.
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