the more i focus on irl things the harder it is for me to forget how tiring it is to repeat the cycle of trying to keep myself sane.
i live in my hyperfixations to stay happy because theres nothing for me to do, then the days blend together and then the numb feeling comes back
“Congratulations, you passed.”
“Congratulations, you’re hired.”
“Congratulations, you’ve been approved.”
“Congratulations, you’ve been accepted.”
“Congratulations, you’ve been promoted.”
“Congratulations, you did it.”
All in October. Claim it!