"You didn't know him personally" true, but he was present in every aspect of our life for 14 years, we celebrated every win with him, shared every heartbreak, grew up, learned to cook, finished school, changed.. yes we will mourn with every atom of our being for as long as needed
those 5 years that one direction was together, felt like the longest 5 years of my life. the excitement of getting home and logging in just to see what they were up to, the back to back events they were at that always provided new content, it just.. was so much fun as a fan
this is so weird bc usually when you’re grieving you have your family/ friends who can comfort you because they are feeling the same as you, but this time, literally no one around you feels the same as you, so it’s like no one can comfort u besides these people across the screen