@NNY_nour Breakdown during the kiss until the end...
And even after being scared with Ivan choking him and not understanding, he still goes lump and lets him do whatever he wants... Did he think that he deserved it? In his mind, he had nothing to lose and was going to lose so... Its a mess
@NNY_nour I think the PTSD (Mizi missing and the abuse with Urak during the karaoke scene) kinda broke him for sure at the moment and while we know some things : the fact he gave up, he was confused by Ivan's actions, scared while giving up once again to Ivan's whim and the mental-
@NNY_nour OH YES, the first reaction shows that he didn't expect that from Ivan AT ALL, but he lets him do it, I like the first quote you made because it shows he didn't understand him but at least if he dies Ivan will still win the round and he gave up during the sound but urgh
@spiderduckies Hehe :3
Let's bring the author to a kudos restaurant to propose to them with a kudos ring so we can marry with kudos theme and have kudos children