currently i’m in the wonderland phase in life and idk how to leave that behind, taylor couldn’t have written a song that describes my life better right now… and i swear i keep trying to leave that comfort zone behind but my bedroom is really the best place to be in, it’s hard…
this album was filled with so many goodbyes… goodbye to the fans, goodbye to zayn, goodbye to each other and goodbye to all their memories together… but now it’s officially become their true and final goodbye, it’s goodbye forever now…
fell asleep crying to one direction songs last night and today i’m going to sleep right after seeing their letters to him… this is just… wow i still don’t have the words to say anything… i’m in tears reading those letters and seeing even my irls mourning him… feels surreal
why tf did i just get a notification from facebook of all things saying that liam payne dyed??? and why is the tl actually filled with tweets reporting this???? is this actually fr????? wtf
at dinner you take my ring off my middle finger and put it on the one people put wedding rings on and that’s the closest i’ve come to my heart exploding… AM I THE ONLY PERSON BLOWN AWAY BY THIS PART???