Izzy

“Don’t give up before the miracle happens.” - $crim

[Izzy @Izzy040608]

Us who have ADD need something to hyper fixate on and have something to look forward to and plan or do or we will get depressed and lose sight of life. If you can relate, like this post.

[Izzy @Izzy040608]

@whiskeyaston Let me hear it

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So I just learned that $lim and $crim are 13 years apart… me and my brother are 14. I really don’t feel very alone anymore. Wowza. @SuicideChrist @slimgucci59

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I was just scrolling on Instagram reels and came across a screen recording of scrims live he did for runaway, and he played a snippet of an unreleased song that didn’t make the album and it was the song that he said anybody close to him didn’t like because he wrote it as someone who was in active addiction and/or someone who passed away from addiction. I pray that one day he releases that one if he’s okay with it. I need it so bad cause that is exactly how I feel. Im tryna stay sober, but it’s so hard. Feel like my body’s shutting down. “I promise deep down i don’t wanna die, all i wanted was to feel alright.” Those lyrics are so accurate it makes me feel so much better. Like fuck why’s it hurt so bad and feel so good at the same time.

[kat @WETTOinthatTRX]

me every morning walking into the office

[Izzy @Izzy040608]

Post greyday depression is no joke 😭 I feel so empty inside like there’s a huge void in my life now. Need that new album or some bread crumbs of what greyday next year finna be 🙏

[Izzy @Izzy040608]

A little bit of a vulnerable post, but I’m just struggling so bad and I don’t know. Maybe I can get some advice or something. I just need to get it out. Past two months has been hell I’ve been having to take care of my parents animals because we live on a big property and none of the animals are mine, but something happened which led my parents incapable of taking care of them so I had to, and then I started to lose a lot of weight because it was just a lot that I had to do, and I barely had time to eat. I barely had motivation to eat. My sleep schedule was so messed up. Then it was just constantly having arguments with my mom that I wasn’t doing things right I wasn’t doing things well enough and that I just felt like I wasn’t enough and I just felt like I was gonna break at some point and I haven’t felt very good in a really long time. I’ve never felt good but now I’m even further from feeling good. After hearing scrim speech at greyday I guess he kind of gave me the confidence to ask for that help. I’ve asked some family members if they can help me get out of this cycle. I just need out of my parents house. I do so much and I’ve done so much for them that I barely even have enough time to give to myself and not only that, but it’s also still not enough for my parents especially my mom me and her have arguments and I just feel like she is always so disappointed in me even after I give her my all. I’ve said it for so long that I went out of my parents house and I need to get out of this cycle. I’m in, but I guess I never really asked for help and the reason why I didn’t was because I have two little brothers that I don’t wanna leave behind and it’s hard leaving my room behind. I mean, I would definitely take a lot of my stuff with me. It’s just a lot is gonna change and I don’t deal with change very well and I’m just scared as fuck and I know Scrim said in his speech that walking into that rehab or into that doctor’s office is scary as fuck now in my story leaving my parents and my little brothers is scary as fuck and I just don’t know I want it to be worth it, but I’m just scared that it’s gonna make things worse or things aren’t gonna get better. Because if things don’t get better, what do I do then?

[Kyra @kyradagrey]

Scrim saying TikTok fans in shambles right before performing Clouds as Witnesses🤣 followed by me going bar for bar because I’m not a mf TikTok fan😌 (no shade if you are haha)

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@g59eilish HIIII

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@WETTOinthatTRX What is this from??

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Thank you $uicideboy$!!

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@JEFFERDR1VE Check my profile i posted the setlist Denver got!

[Izzy @Izzy040608]

Just gonna…leave this here…
1. Leviticus
2. Angel Grove
3. Bloodsweat
4. Frenzy
5. Whatever floats your boat…
6. Monochromatic
7. Napoleon
8. Now and at the hour of our death
9. Whole lotta Grey ft. Shakewell
10. Diemonds
11. Chariot of fire
12. Clouds as witnesses
13. Meet mr. Nice guy
14. Misery in waking hours
15. Memoirs of gorilla
16. 1000 blunts
17. Avalon
18. You’re now tuning into 66.6 FM
19. The thin grey line
20. For the last time
21. Lowkey
22. Antarctica
23. K!ll yourself (part |||)
24. …And to those I love, thank you for sticking around

Y’all fed Denver fr 🫶🏼

[Izzy @Izzy040608]

In Scrims speech he said “I believe God loves broken people…” and I totally agree because it goes with what I’ve been holding close to me for a very long time which is “God gives his toughest battles to his strongest soldiers”

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@G59BROOKE They fuckin fed us🥹

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Holy post-concert depression. I just got home from Greyday in Denver and I am absolutely speechless. I lost my voice from singing so loud and screaming the lyrics to pretty much every single song. The boys genuinely blessed us tonight with everything. The setlist was fucking gorgeous. The confetti and energy was so beautiful and just healed all of me tonight. The little girl in me right now is so fucking happy and I can actually feel her again. I felt like I could be myself there and I didn’t have to hide away. I actually felt good in my own skin. Scrimmy had me going losing my voice, and I lost my breath several times trying to keep up with Ruby. I don’t like to cry in public, but Scrim AND Ruby’s speech had me in tears. I genuinely can’t thank you boys enough. I thank God every single day that he kept you guys here with us. We really need you guys. I need you guys. I love you both SO. MUCH. 🩷🩶 G59tilthegrave

[Izzy @Izzy040608]

Personally I think the name Cross is so fuckin cute and sick. Kids gonna have aura. Its unique. I see the meaning behind it too and just love it. No shade, people just mad and miserable 😭 like I hope people realize it’s not just a word - its a name that means “redemption and hope” “a journey guided by faith” does that not sound perfect for Scrims son? And I think his middle name means peace.

[wetto @SuicideChrist]

where all my sinners?
tell em pull up - you belong with us

if you broken
well, good thing i know a Carpenter

📷: @dill35mm

[☾ִ ࣪𖤐 🔮⋆🎃 ⛧°｡⋆👻🍑 Braah @bebosy32]

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[Izzy @Izzy040608]

@WETTOinthatTRX I thought he changed it to follow God 😭