dear lord i haven't touched this acc in a bit. ive pretty much (not fully ofc) recovered from both my ed and my sh. i discharged from my out of hospital ed recov program, ive been sh free for 9 months and life has just been pretty good. uhh idk man. im into chubby men now π
@nymwhore no bc im a victim and i really dont like it. a guy who KNEW i was a victim let his friend say that to me and when i said thats not funny he was like "omg this generation is so sensitive, get off twitter" IM ALLOWED TO BE OFFENDED???
me feel less and less human the more i go on with it and i felt more human before it. i just want to get better without the force of a higher power making me get better or else theyll lock me up for months. im so fucking tired of dealing with this
i fucking hate this cycle of everyday i do my routine meals and when i dont want to eat the rest or im full he tells me to suck it up and eat more because im wasting food. i feel like merely a tool that is forced to repair itself rather than an actual person, this program makes-