Sadly when u become long term ill you suddenly find that everyone u thought were friends vanish. The minute u can’t manage what they want to do, everyone disappears. Having chronic illness is sadly lonely. Plus you’re having to cope with the loss of what was ur life and ur previous healthy body.
It’s a grieving process.
Kecenderungan untuk minta bantuan sana sini udah berkurang pas kambuh mau mati itu, karna gatau bgt mau kmn, tapi skrg hidup gaada rasanya, pengen menyudahi semuanya masih kuat, tapi ga loud.
Aku gangerti ini tuh artinya better atau malah lg kritis & perlu bantuan
Its okay for these man to hurt me, cheat on me, use me, but its not okay for them to hurt the girls they’re now with.
What makes me different? What is it from me that made them think that its better to hurt me than the other?
“janganlah kamu sendiri menuntut pembalasan, tetapi berilah tempat kepada murka Allah, sebab ada tertulis: Pembalasan itu adalah hak-Ku. Akulah yang akan menuntut pembalasan, firman Tuhan". I dont have the understanding of how life works, but i rely it on You.
Disuruh ngaduin calon bininya kalo sebulan sblm mereka menikah, lakinya masih nganu aku, tp ternyata calon bininya sepertinya tidak kuat dan bisa fatal akibatnya ke kesehatannya klo tw kelakuan calon suaminya. Aku jd bingung. Mau girls support girls tp ga semua girls can take it