new account for those that don’t know @lavenrite
TLDR I disappeared because fuck the online world, I’ve been groomed twice, manipulated, and been in so many one sided relationships that the online world is just as worse as the real world where I wanted to escape (1/x)
admittedly just get obsessed too much with friends that have tons in common with me and I just end up ruining it anyways, hoping to get help for it one of these days
new account for those that don’t know @lavenrite
TLDR I disappeared because fuck the online world, I’ve been groomed twice, manipulated, and been in so many one sided relationships that the online world is just as worse as the real world where I wanted to escape (1/x)
same goes for other friends too which I’ve either want to absolutely move on from or know wouldn’t even bother with me anymore.
Anyways if you’re still interested in my whereabouts,@lavenrite, but I just work full time and in my highest high while also in my lowest low socially
Get help via consueling*
One of the things that I’ve gotten advice to do is mindfulness which is to just think about now and not think about the past or future, I rewind way too easily of the past and overthink too much about the future.
Any tips?
Late night thoughts but I felt like I’ve gone backwards this year.
I keep self-depreciating myself, I’m losing everyone around me albeit all on me, and I’m quitting everything. I really have tried to help but I just still feel like I’m going backwards on everything.