No one talks about how draining it is when your mood is constantly switching between 'its okay, I don't care, I'll be okay' and 'I don't know how much more I can take'
my red flag is that if you don’t talk to me, I won’t talk to you either. but not because I don’t want to talk to you but because I think if you don’t want to talk to me, I should give you space so I don’t bother you.
you don't realize how much being left out has effected you until you realize you're scared to participate in anything without someone inviting you to join in