I wasn’t planning to write anything after your live today, but I’ve been thinking about it all day.
Honestly, hearing you talk like that hurt my heart. Not because of the album, the shows, or any plans that might change, but because I could hear how tired you are.
I know there’s probably nothing I can say that will magically make things better. I know it’s not that simple. But I wanted you to know that there are people out here who genuinely care about you.
You said you’ve been struggling, feeling lost, and trying your best. I don’t know if it means much, but I’m really glad you’re still here.
There was a time when I was struggling too. I had moments where I felt exhausted by life and questioned a lot of things. And somehow, your music, your art, and even just knowing you existed gave me something to look forward to.
You became one of the reasons I kept going. I started working harder, trying to improve myself, chasing goals, and saving money. And one of the things that motivated me was the hope that maybe one day I’d get to see you again.
So when you say you don’t know if what you’re doing is worth it, I hope you know that it reached people. It reached me. You don’t owe us anything, Ian.
If you need time, take time. If you need peace, choose peace. If you need to step away, we’ll understand.
I just hope that one day you’ll be able to look back and see yourself the way so many of us see you with kindness.
For now, please take care of yourself. We’ll still be here, cheering for you, whether you’re on a stage or simply living your life.
Thank you for staying.
@DPRIAN_
fuck the album. fuck the industry. fuck the people who don't want your honesty. go climb rocks, wander through forests and deserts, do whatever brings you peace. and if you ever feel like talking to us again, we'll always be here @DPRIAN_