when i try to overcome the fear/weakness , i feel so weak to the point i just want to die My brother even had a 1 to 1 session with my doctor to prove that im just a weak and i shouldnt rely on medication They all think im getting better , im smiling , i laugh ,
It was the way Charles would dance to his favourite music when he knew only Edwin could see him, that made him believe he might melt for the boy like ice cream in summer, so sticky-sweet was the feeling it gave him.