My sister and brother are my best friend and I am mourning the loss of my homelife with them every day. I realise I dont have friends besides family and my boyfriend, and I kinda dropped my hobbies. I dont paint or draw, I dont really read anymore
I confided in a new friend about how I felt, but unfortunately, certain things were used against me; once I realized that, I just started blurting out whatever came to mind. There was no way I could be more attractive to that person than he was, so I gave up.