I been binging, and I Need to stop.. I swear.. itβs like I go every other month binge free and I need to start NOW to end this.. gonna finish this year without binging... π
and it sucks bc my bf came back today and told me all the shit they were talking about me.
and I know if I really wanna come back and own up the truth about it. they wont believe me..
bc one of the friends was tryna say it was a lie when things came out..
Opened up about my boyfriends abusiveness to one of the girls in the group.. and one of the guys heard and beat the fuck out of him after I asked and begged not to say anything..
At the end I bitched the guy out and he asked if I lied and⦠to save my bf his friends I said I did
And now they all hate me.. and they donβt even believe he would do anything (I didnβt give them details I just said he was abusive.)
But.. damn.. I said it was a lie to save him.. and now I feel stupid.. Bc they all hate me and look at me lower for actually speaking the truth