Well I guess I'll just drop it here first. HAHAHAHAHAHA to my dearest self as an army. I must say I am really proud of how far I have come. "malayo na, pero eto at malapit na"
PS. ganda ko jan mga teeee
“i hugged jin” “seokjin smells so good” “his hands were so soft” “jin shared a story about him in military” “south korea turned into bts land”
meanwhile me :
https://t.co/OYPqG00Tqr
There were times that I keep on denying to myself that I've been missing them, that I'm fine just waiting for them. But actually I forgot that they were just always there, not physically but the memories I've kept, the feeling of loving them, it's always there.
The fact that ever since I started to drift away from being an active fan, there were times that I try to keep myself up but then still ended up relying to my memories as BTS being one of my most driving force, they still affect me and make me cry,