space is brutal right now in that there are an overwhelming amount of opportunities. all time spent doing real life shit just feels like a waste and if you don’t hit the runner when you’re full focus you feel even worse. juggling a myriad of thoughts and feelings rn between gratefulness for the opportunities and frustration because of perceived underperformance. there’s a genuine skill in staying grounded when everything is flying up in the air and i hope to sharpen that skill