3 hours, he said.
It's not a lot of stuff, he said.
Fucking 8 hours later and we still haven't finished everything that needs moving.
I literally spent my whole day off doing free physical labor for shit I wanted no part of.
I'm actually pissed off because this is yet another example of failure on my family's part for not planning anything ahead of time and just doing random shit, wasting everyone's time.💢💢💢
@yuuuri0518 I understand that feeling~😭 I had to deal with that both this week and next week. I was frustrated seeing I worked so many hours. I hope things get better for you and you can relax just a little! 🫠
While in the shower this morning, I started to ruminate on just how pointless life is. There are little moments of happiness. But... Are those tiny moments really worth the unending misery that life puts on everything?
I'm constantly reminded that [To Live is to Suffer], and I really do agree. Every time I try to enjoy something anymore, I'm constantly reminded that most humans are garbage.
I really don't want to go to work today. I'm tired. Frustrated. Depressed. It's getting hard to keep these feelings hidden while working. So I caffinate myself with unhealthy doses that would give many people heart attacks just so I can continue enduring another day of misery working for people I don't like, for a company that doesn't give a good god damn about their employees, for a society that calls me useless and worthless just because I'm not making enough money.
I'm tired, boss... (* ´ ﹃`*)
This week has been really horrible. I'm so tired and it's not even Friday... ( ´ ﹃`)
And next week is going to be just as bad. We are down 3 people and there is no way to get help... ( ´ ﹃`)
I'm just glad I don't have to deal with certain family matters this weekend. 😵💫