Getting an accidental notification from the guy that hates me has left me and my attachment issues very fucked up It's like a mix of fear, panic, hope and sadness. And ik its probably just nothing and people get curious and weird about people their ex friends with but still.
I know unconditional love exists because its inside me and no matter how long it's been or how hurt or angry I've been it will never leave And some people will not want it but I will carry it anyway because what is the point of being if not to risk it all for the people you value