Jake

TW// edtwt// bpd // 24 // 5'6 // FTM // sw: 237.8, cw: 230, cgw: 140) // pro recovery //MDNI

[rudo of shedtwt 🚯 @clancycals]

"I don't have that disorder" I say as I proceed to show textbook symptoms of the disorder

[alex @smokinpax]

I could be dying and i probably wouldn’t ask for help

[Vic 😷💖 @luigismustach3]

Suicide is someone’s last act of exerting bodily autonomy and control over their lives and I will always respect it

[realyuriyearners @realyuriyearns]

please don't take my irrational self-hatred away from me. it's my favorite toy in the world. please it's all i have.

[vivi @mooncatvivi]

i hope something kills me soon or someone finds something within me lovable so that i may have a reason to keep living & to be thought of kindly

[𝖗𝖊𝖉✞ @_redfeels]

i overthink, overlove, overstress, overfeel and overcare.

[wo @sz_vc7]

جتك الفتره اللي تكر�� فيها كل العالم و تبي تكون وحدك

[daistar @staringdai]

#anatwt #edrtwt

[deez 🔮 forced recov @akpzks]

strange how i never actually feel hungry but have INSANE food noise all the time

[yuri @hanyuri167]

please be clingy with me.

Always text me, annoy me, send me selfies, call me anytime, tell me about your day, I love that fr.

[dia @intellectualspo]

the best way to fast longer is to never be at home

[𐔌 . ⋮ charmmy .ᐟ ֹ ₊ ꒱ @babiecharmmy]

as my final act of love, I will swallow every "please stay" and turn it into silence so you don't feel trapped by my ache

[𝖗𝖊𝖉✞ @_redfeels]

really unfortunate how depression makes simple tasks like personal hygiene & eating & sleeping well the most difficult things ever. like great not only am i suicidal but im ugly and chopped too

[ray ᰔ edtwt🦇 @vodkarexia]

ive wasted years waiting for my life to begin and ive gotten nowhere

[machia @unknownndelight]

why is commiting suicide so fucking hard

[xin🪽 @rottingdolljpg]

when you were left alone as a child to deal with your own emotions so you isolate when you’re struggling